yesterday night was one of the worst nights i had. slightly after 12, i suddenly started having the runs (lao sai). having chills under the blanket. and later, had to go at 1,2,3,4,4.30am... was damn sore by then >_<.. i didnt dare sleep from 3am until 5.30am in case i dirtied the bed -__-. that bad. 3-530 was horrid cos i was damn tired but cannot sleep.. walked around my room half asleep.. trying to read oragnic chem to keep occupied.. for 2.5h..

today, i went somemore times.. 4 times? damn.. was feeling sick n uncomfy n weak -__-. slept quite a bit today. up to now, my stomach's still churning like mad.like a washign machine or soemthing. makin all sorts of weird noise. and i can feel there's still somemore. damn. tonight how?

luckily there was no school today!!!!
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Spent Sunday, 28th of May, making Tiramisu with mom! it doesnt look good only k(yes, tt's the actual photo of it!), it tastes yummilious! nvr thought one could make good tiramisu at home lol..

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25th of May: There's a cat in NY recently. a rather maggoty/sick lookin one =S. but it has the bluest eyes(this photo doesnt do it justice)! i think it was somebody's cat once. definiately nt a stray. when it saw me, it just kept meow-ing! lol. and of cos i'd meow right back, cant be rude mah. then it rolled over, asking for a belly rub! i thought only dogs did that lol. used my shoe to give it one :S dunno what diseases the cat may be harbouring.. later that day, it tentatively followed me all the way frm the iSpace, down the stairs to locker area there! so cute. quite cool when the cat chose to follow me..it must have thought i looked/smelt fishy lol...
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dinner on the 16th of may, i suddenly realised for the first time the many many numerous repeated reflection of the rather reto light over my dining table in the oil droplets of my soup! out came my minitripod.. that dinner took v long cosi was taking photos! (mom was shocked to see i hvnt finish my dinner when she came back frm dropping my siblings to tuition lol)


reflection of my light in he oil droplets of soup..


corn cob in soup..


swirling soup... kinda look like long exposures of the night sky lol..
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view from the Merchant Court (hotel)(6th of May)


close up view of the lotus pods (i think it's called that..)


dinner by the pool..(the Blue Potato)(they serve blue potato chips! naturally blue. like how yam's purple?). damn their poached oysters w bloody mary and lime shorbet is good.


left-over garnish food from that meal lol

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hint hint. lol.

this imaged flashed thru my mind while watching Dexter's Laboratory with jonathan...lol.

i think michelle wld get this.

yay, almost on track. completed complex III, probability and DRV in a week lol.

totally slacked today thou. i have SCV le! lol, on the way home on tues mom told me. so O_O!! haha. didnt expect dad to get it done.. he wants it for... world cup!!

woke up at 10, watched tv till 1..bathed..the sun enters my bathroom!so nice and airy! used the comp till 3/4... slept frm 5-8.. watched tv frm 9-10.45(now)(pei mom watch some da chang jin lol. no, i'm nt a fan. i;m the disc changer and exist to help her take drinks and food lol)

ok. i had better nt do a repeat of last last long weekend where i slacked the whole long weekend when there was two tests the followin week!

and.. and.. i missed this week's grey's anatonomy (and desparate hsewives but i dont care abt tt) =( =(. i taped wrongly. didnt know the channel would be by default the previosly recored prog. so i taped 2 hrs of news. %*^%&*... sad. i nvr missed an ep..and apparently it was a touchin episode tt got a friend tearing thruout! (ok, tt sounds abit aggerated lol)

__________________________
{ felicitous }
^{Marked by happiness or good fortune}

so happens that friday is a public holiday
making thursday the eve of;
making prices inflate.

so happens that we spontanously (r G < 0) brought forward thur's outing
and abruptly changed the plan from kbox to movie at the busstop.
so happens that the movie started and ended when it did

so happens joyce needed the bathroom
and that we decided to use the 2nd storey's
where yucui and jiahui preened in front of the mirror

so happens that the train arrived and reach when it did

a series of random events considered felicitous
because it led to me meeting you
even if for just a moment.
__________________________

reminds me of you.

__________________________

mom bought Da Chang Jin DVD set. O_O! cos there's english subtitles..

(she cant read chi. nor can she understand korean =P )
__________________________

{a foreign feeling, to me}
emily is
trying to find my place,
trying to feel less insecure abt where i stand in friendships.
trying to catch up in school,especially maths tuts,
trying to get started,studying.
trying to control myself,
trying to master myself.
trying to,
try.
__________________________

My internet is lagging like siao. Sometimes it just.. jams up. Dunno what’s wrong.. typin in MS words now.

Anyway!

Today, at round 2.20+pm, after sch, canteen was quite emty! Good time to grab some waffle! But aunty said “sold out” ssold out!! So early =(
“huh?? Zhe mo zhao arh…”

Then this guy(student) went “nah, u take mine la”..
“huh?? It’s ok la” (me, blur diao/surprised)
“take it la *smiles*”
“orh ^^;; thanks! How much?”
“hvnt paid yet, u pay the aunty..”

left the stall hearing askin “aunty, you sei mo bao?”

was so pleasantly surprised =) Nowadays, chivalry(gentlemanness?) doesn’t seem alive(Glad to hv someone prove me wrong..) .deemed impractical i gues. but still, nice ot be on the recieving end. then again, gals arent tt girly/feminine or "fragile".

waffle was still v warm! fastest time i ever got a waffle. (my 3rd waffle ever thou). ate half den was le ^^;; but since it was ren jia rang de人家让的, shld finish it lol

btw. I did study chem.! Slept and woke up with a start at 1.30am ( I tend to spontaneously wake up if I hvnt done sometime. Like the night of synergy. Fell asleep, woke up at 4am packed and sleep). Started on carbonxyls. Studied till 4+ when mom shouted at me to sleep. Had to study in the toilet! Haha. Studied till 515am and slept for an hr. lol..

is not studying for your tests.

lets see.. i had sunday and today to study for my chem test tmr and bio the following day. havent started yet thou..

shall start now. 1015pm.

dead.

edit: 1057 now.

oh well. sunday was great. woke up. cleared 2 weeks of lost and this week's grey's anatomy. den mom had friends over. steamboat!! really great soup! den desert!! homemade chocolate fondue! mom's orange-choc(kinda muffiny) cake. and brandy-soaked choc cake.

had 2 bottles of breezer. hahaha.

yeah. yestday was a nice, idle day.

"For a kiss to be really good you want it to mean something. You want it be with someone you can’t get out of your head. So that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot, so deep you never wanna come up for air. You can’t cheat your first kiss Nicole. Trust me you don’t want to. Cause when you find the right person to first kiss. It’s everything!" alex, grey's anatomy.

"She’s a human traffic accident and everybody is slowing down to look at the wreckage. She’s doing the best she can with what she has left. Look I know you can’t see this because you’re in it but you can’t help her now. It’ll only make it worse. Walk away. Leave her to mend." Dr Bailey (to derick who ditched meredith)


i dont feel liek studying. i know this is somethign i have to do. but right now, i hvnt got the motivation. need to find it quick. i wish i had someone to get me to lol. yes,i'm immature.i know this is soemthing i gotta do. if i dont(which is what i'm doing now. not studying lol), nobody's gonna get me to. no one's gonna care. one for one's self now i think. they've got themselves to be concerned over.

i think i said this b4 lol.

i'm so frustrated w myself.

ok. 11.11pm. seems like a good time to start.

yesterday night was one of the worst nights i had. slightly after 12, i suddenly started having the runs (lao sai). having chills under the blanket. and later, had to go at 1,2,3,4,4.30am... was damn sore by then >_<.. i didnt dare sleep from 3am until 5.30am in case i dirtied the bed -__-. that bad. 3-530 was horrid cos i was damn tired but cannot sleep.. walked around my room half asleep.. trying to read oragnic chem to keep occupied.. for 2.5h..

today, i went somemore times.. 4 times? damn.. was feeling sick n uncomfy n weak -__-. slept quite a bit today. up to now, my stomach's still churning like mad.like a washign machine or soemthing. makin all sorts of weird noise. and i can feel there's still somemore. damn. tonight how?

luckily there was no school today!!!!
____________________


Spent Sunday, 28th of May, making Tiramisu with mom! it doesnt look good only k(yes, tt's the actual photo of it!), it tastes yummilious! nvr thought one could make good tiramisu at home lol..

____________________


25th of May: There's a cat in NY recently. a rather maggoty/sick lookin one =S. but it has the bluest eyes(this photo doesnt do it justice)! i think it was somebody's cat once. definiately nt a stray. when it saw me, it just kept meow-ing! lol. and of cos i'd meow right back, cant be rude mah. then it rolled over, asking for a belly rub! i thought only dogs did that lol. used my shoe to give it one :S dunno what diseases the cat may be harbouring.. later that day, it tentatively followed me all the way frm the iSpace, down the stairs to locker area there! so cute. quite cool when the cat chose to follow me..it must have thought i looked/smelt fishy lol...
____________________

dinner on the 16th of may, i suddenly realised for the first time the many many numerous repeated reflection of the rather reto light over my dining table in the oil droplets of my soup! out came my minitripod.. that dinner took v long cosi was taking photos! (mom was shocked to see i hvnt finish my dinner when she came back frm dropping my siblings to tuition lol)


reflection of my light in he oil droplets of soup..


corn cob in soup..


swirling soup... kinda look like long exposures of the night sky lol..
____________________


view from the Merchant Court (hotel)(6th of May)


close up view of the lotus pods (i think it's called that..)


dinner by the pool..(the Blue Potato)(they serve blue potato chips! naturally blue. like how yam's purple?). damn their poached oysters w bloody mary and lime shorbet is good.


left-over garnish food from that meal lol

____________________


hint hint. lol.

this imaged flashed thru my mind while watching Dexter's Laboratory with jonathan...lol.

i think michelle wld get this.

yay, almost on track. completed complex III, probability and DRV in a week lol.

totally slacked today thou. i have SCV le! lol, on the way home on tues mom told me. so O_O!! haha. didnt expect dad to get it done.. he wants it for... world cup!!

woke up at 10, watched tv till 1..bathed..the sun enters my bathroom!so nice and airy! used the comp till 3/4... slept frm 5-8.. watched tv frm 9-10.45(now)(pei mom watch some da chang jin lol. no, i'm nt a fan. i;m the disc changer and exist to help her take drinks and food lol)

ok. i had better nt do a repeat of last last long weekend where i slacked the whole long weekend when there was two tests the followin week!

and.. and.. i missed this week's grey's anatonomy (and desparate hsewives but i dont care abt tt) =( =(. i taped wrongly. didnt know the channel would be by default the previosly recored prog. so i taped 2 hrs of news. %*^%&*... sad. i nvr missed an ep..and apparently it was a touchin episode tt got a friend tearing thruout! (ok, tt sounds abit aggerated lol)

__________________________
{ felicitous }
^{Marked by happiness or good fortune}

so happens that friday is a public holiday
making thursday the eve of;
making prices inflate.

so happens that we spontanously (r G < 0) brought forward thur's outing
and abruptly changed the plan from kbox to movie at the busstop.
so happens that the movie started and ended when it did

so happens joyce needed the bathroom
and that we decided to use the 2nd storey's
where yucui and jiahui preened in front of the mirror

so happens that the train arrived and reach when it did

a series of random events considered felicitous
because it led to me meeting you
even if for just a moment.
__________________________

reminds me of you.

__________________________

mom bought Da Chang Jin DVD set. O_O! cos there's english subtitles..

(she cant read chi. nor can she understand korean =P )
__________________________

{a foreign feeling, to me}
emily is
trying to find my place,
trying to feel less insecure abt where i stand in friendships.
trying to catch up in school,especially maths tuts,
trying to get started,studying.
trying to control myself,
trying to master myself.
trying to,
try.
__________________________

My internet is lagging like siao. Sometimes it just.. jams up. Dunno what’s wrong.. typin in MS words now.

Anyway!

Today, at round 2.20+pm, after sch, canteen was quite emty! Good time to grab some waffle! But aunty said “sold out” ssold out!! So early =(
“huh?? Zhe mo zhao arh…”

Then this guy(student) went “nah, u take mine la”..
“huh?? It’s ok la” (me, blur diao/surprised)
“take it la *smiles*”
“orh ^^;; thanks! How much?”
“hvnt paid yet, u pay the aunty..”

left the stall hearing askin “aunty, you sei mo bao?”

was so pleasantly surprised =) Nowadays, chivalry(gentlemanness?) doesn’t seem alive(Glad to hv someone prove me wrong..) .deemed impractical i gues. but still, nice ot be on the recieving end. then again, gals arent tt girly/feminine or "fragile".

waffle was still v warm! fastest time i ever got a waffle. (my 3rd waffle ever thou). ate half den was le ^^;; but since it was ren jia rang de人家让的, shld finish it lol

btw. I did study chem.! Slept and woke up with a start at 1.30am ( I tend to spontaneously wake up if I hvnt done sometime. Like the night of synergy. Fell asleep, woke up at 4am packed and sleep). Started on carbonxyls. Studied till 4+ when mom shouted at me to sleep. Had to study in the toilet! Haha. Studied till 515am and slept for an hr. lol..

is not studying for your tests.

lets see.. i had sunday and today to study for my chem test tmr and bio the following day. havent started yet thou..

shall start now. 1015pm.

dead.

edit: 1057 now.

oh well. sunday was great. woke up. cleared 2 weeks of lost and this week's grey's anatomy. den mom had friends over. steamboat!! really great soup! den desert!! homemade chocolate fondue! mom's orange-choc(kinda muffiny) cake. and brandy-soaked choc cake.

had 2 bottles of breezer. hahaha.

yeah. yestday was a nice, idle day.

"For a kiss to be really good you want it to mean something. You want it be with someone you can’t get out of your head. So that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot, so deep you never wanna come up for air. You can’t cheat your first kiss Nicole. Trust me you don’t want to. Cause when you find the right person to first kiss. It’s everything!" alex, grey's anatomy.

"She’s a human traffic accident and everybody is slowing down to look at the wreckage. She’s doing the best she can with what she has left. Look I know you can’t see this because you’re in it but you can’t help her now. It’ll only make it worse. Walk away. Leave her to mend." Dr Bailey (to derick who ditched meredith)


i dont feel liek studying. i know this is somethign i have to do. but right now, i hvnt got the motivation. need to find it quick. i wish i had someone to get me to lol. yes,i'm immature.i know this is soemthing i gotta do. if i dont(which is what i'm doing now. not studying lol), nobody's gonna get me to. no one's gonna care. one for one's self now i think. they've got themselves to be concerned over.

i think i said this b4 lol.

i'm so frustrated w myself.

ok. 11.11pm. seems like a good time to start.