just showered!

headed towards my room door(to get to parent's room), hoping that i could get dad to dry my hair for me. alas, lights in their room were out meaning they've zzz. 12.33am. time for me to lights out too.

must dry my hair first thou. lol.

some time this year, i asked dad to dry my hair but he was kinda lazy! wanted to watch sports news or something -_-; haha. then mom went "eh, u better dry your daughter's hair while she still wants you to/while u have the chance/while her hair's still wet". he smiled a silly smile before proceedin to drape my already-quite-wet towel over my head and i got a good o' head-massage-hair-dying session hee.

i (and most probably dad too) suddenly realised then i'm quite old liao. 17 years old already! (michelle u can proudly say u're 17 now haha; happy birthday again!)

still quite daddy's gal eh. i think i'll forever be la ^^; i mean, when do u stop?!

i quite like it when he pep-talks to me, asking me to study cos thousands for ppl get 4As an only 300 enters medical. i think he hopes i follow in his footsteps, the urinary incontinance part/TVT tape side of his job.. he was like "i can teach you all the tips and skills i know." oh man.. i'm not really sure if i want or can anyway. but still, it was kinda fuzzy feeling. he's quite silly he is. he smsed my mom tt day "i'm going home first! need to poopoo urgently, farting alot!" lol! so amusing. tt day he accidentally called my mom and she went "hello?? heelllooOooOo~...?" and then she heard, in the backgroud, some weirdly pronouced chinese by dad "tui! tui duo yi ci jue chu lai le! tui! tou chu liao le! zai tui! gong xi ni, si ge nan de!" XD. he's chinese v not standard one so u can imagine yourself how funny it sounds la. if some random person recieved this call they'll be quite freaked out lol!

i'm closer to mom thou. tell her alot of my sch stuff and abt friends! yes, Yeah (code name for someone), i did tell her abt u la (thou i said otherwise- that she happened to know abt the yeah thingy)(i know u dont read my blog so i'm typing it here hah!). not only Yeah la, everybody else oso i got tell her. haha.. thou not abt boyfriends n stuff cos she doesnt approve.

she does say some things that i just say "mm/hmm" too but a lil does sink in la. that u dont marry the person u meet in ur early 20s cos u dont really know what u want yet (thou i do know of couples who met and married those the met in their early 20s. mrbrown!). when i said tricia and junio tgr almost a year liao she went "dont u find it's a lil too early to pair up? dont u feel hoodwinked, deprived of meeting other ppl, making friends, spending so much time on one person n it may not work out". i dont necessary agree but i think abt what she say la.

ok. hair kinda air-dried le..

sweet dreaming mom and dad!

getting to know new friends more vs sticking with closer friends; studying vs socialising; buildin up friendships vs building relationship with one person; library/cafe vs ispace/canteen. choices, choices, choices.

this had better publish -_-

wahlao!! it said "the blog u're trying to post to doesnt exist."!! luckily i copied the whole entry b4 doing anything.

FUCK!

fmkoawfmowfo,awoelf,dls;d,l;w,

i lost an freaking entry i took an hour to blog
dang it!

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn frustrated.

i wanna cry already le la.

damn it.

it went "the blog you're trying to post to doesnt exist."

she had alighted the MRT and now was pushing her way through the crowd at orchad CitiLink. she was late for her date. again.

meaningless faces flashed by - lost in private thoughts, wandering gazes, blank stares into nothing, chatting.

then, her eye caught sight of a Stranger walking in the opposite direction. The intense stare ensued even was they walked past each other. Time slowed down and the noise dampened and the crowd faded into the background. it was only them for that few seconds.

necks craned.

finally, the connection broken was broken as she tore her eyes away from him.

A tentative backwards glance.

He was turning back! A breathless request for her number. numbers exchanged on scape paper; a napkin for her, a reciept for him.

then, he disappeared back into the crowd.

a surreal meeting, over in a flash. did that really happen?

on that date; she was inattentive. playing that moment in her head over and over again.

She didnt get his name.

they're now married with two kids. i was like O_O!!! when my chinese teacher told us that story. just the gist of cos(they met. they got married. they hv 2 kids). i made up/imagined the rest.

i've always been sceptical of fate. this story kinda blew me away. dare i believe in fate? i still dont really....

this song so discribes the moment.. except that he doesnt get that gal. his voices take abit of getting use to but i'm listening to it on repeat hee.


You're Beautiful Lyrics James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

fate? destiny? i dont know.

last wednesday, i came home to an empty house at around 8.30 after a session at the lib and proceeded to eat my dinner alone. hm.

"where's mom? should be done droppin jon n cat to tuition what."i thought as i splashed a truck load of tobasco into my spagetti. "eh. why got pineapple tarts de. aiyo. surely moldy de la,hidden since CNY?!"

sounds of keys and car doors slamming. hm. is mom angry? dont hear my siblings chatting; subdued.

then i heard a familiar lowish voice. POr Por! hee. no wonder there were pineapple tarts

wheee! ran to go hug her hee.. havent seen her since feb! missed the last visit cos of the zhonghua camp..

amanda's heart-felt entry on her decreased grandma and kahyee's entry on the sudden death of her friend remained at the back of my head.. must cherish her! not often she comes.. but then.. i didnt really pei on thursday (damn tired.. finished sch late (6/7) followed by a hair cut) or friday (will come back to it)..

so on saturday, i pei-ed 2hr her karaoke her teng li jun songs! haha. i only know 2. tian mi mi and yue liang da biao wo de xin.. lol i was slightly too eager to please, imiating teng li jun sometimes to make her laugh ^^; lol. the session reminded me of... getei......

halfway thru, sis's friend christopher came over. projectwork. $@%#% he comes at 10.45pm to start sleepover, the other gal at 12+. -_- usually sleepovers are like.. workin in the afternoon till too late to go home den stay over. they come at 11+ -_-. they sleptover the previous night too. and tonight too! that's 3 nights in a row -_-. -____-.

hee. after that, a massage session! haha. all you people in class - you've been the practise. i bet u dont mind thou lol.. dunno why i got really hot n sweaty after tt. massagin's hard work! haha. my bro saw me and went "you look wet". "of cos i am. i'm sweating -_-".

hee w her around we get to eat lots of nice stuff. curry!!! havent had curry for ages! (since mia left) and that ginko,barley,beancurd dessert drink thing and green bean soup which jonathan almost finished by himself! haha. and yesterday what the first time i ate char guo tiao this year!

then i continued on the 05s1d layout from aroun 1/2 til 5am! time flew by, i didnt realise it....(woke up at 12pm if u're curious lol)

today, i slackd and touched up the 05s1d webby and it's now more or less ready to meet the world! (btw, refresh the one dee webby! the photos on the top change!)

check out the prelimary/planning, ongoing stuff on my 2-in-1 mousepad+notepad lol

haha got maths stuff de.. for pixels alignment/arrangement. box on lower left were images that somehow only uploaded halfway (tick - fixed). numbers in those squares representing snapshots are tilt angle! haha.

so yes. i didnt do anywork in the weekend. lol


haha.. corner porpor when she was doing her hair! curlers from dodo shop at cathay. dont need to "kiamp" de, the velcolike hooks just holds it! hee, she's very pretty right.

and yes, i'm already the red national day shirt nanyang provided. so i dont need to change tmr morning! so i can like snooze extra 5 mins or something. first time i'm going to NY myself in the morning! ah. 5.45 hv to wake up.

i'll blog abt friday some other time (which probably means i'll nvr get around blogging it. lol). 2.49am now. brain. cells. dying.

i love today.

nothing specatular happened, nothing bad happened too.

sleeping at 3.30 meant i wasnt absorbing anything in chem lec. chem tut - an exercise which i didnt know how to do but it's ok ^^.

had a short break where i rushed my gp essay while chitchatting. chinese was. funny as ususal! duanyu was besides me and somehow or other, i ended up lending mom's fossil watch to her for the day~ it looked good on her..

then it was mass phototaking! actually it was lousy formal group pics by the school and mass informal pic w my camera! so wierd the sch doesnt do whole class photos. it was super fun. thou 1d not really as close as compared to some other classes, still nice n lots of laughter ^^

1.5hr break! more chit chat of cos. lol...

i seemed to have chatted the day away oO;

gp was such a nice change. and i mean it was bloody stuffy n there werent heat waves blowing in the classroom every other second lol. pretty relaxing lesson, other then the fact i was rushing my GP essay, discretely lol. last 10min of GP was free time! mingled and massaged random ppl! i give mighty good massages wahahha. i was massaging myself on the way to bio prac n the shuang, loosened-up feeling lasted for quite long lol.

maths lecture was fun! didnt absorb much (examples in lecture notes given almost the same one -_-) scribbled emoticons with hole-punched holes (<-- jeez lousy phrasing lol) were the eyes!

went for a hair cut. was really slweepy! nodding off a lil hee. was attempting to read notes during the cut! i love it when they wash my hair, specifically the sensation when the warm water engulfs head.. water was coldish today thou. haiya. they always nvr massage me one. i was looking enviously at the person nxt to me getting one!

slept dangerously home. on the bus that is. lol, cleo was on the same bus! yeah. reached home, supposed to go run. but i fell asleep! so wtheck, just go bath la.

omg. shower was so nice. warm warm warm shower that fogs up the whole bathroom when the weather's cool's is so shuang!

a pretty nondescript day no? but i felt really happy today. probably the hanging out with friends

i want to feel like this everyday!

(coffee works. i havent slept this week. whee.)(plus. caffine high. XD)(i mustnt take it often or there wldnt be effect!)

(i will get the photos up soon ^^)

(cant wait for tmr to come)

(orchard)

(orchard's canceled)

(still looking forward to tmr thou hee)

sht it's 150am now and i still havent started on my GP essay, due, lets see. last, last friday? new deadline is.. tomorrow. or rather today.

hung out around friendster (before coming to blogger. sigh, procasinator's curse. try elay doing the task, situation gets worst lol) writing testimonials in a random manner (click on links here and there, wrote for some i felt like). tmr/day after tmr, some of 1D's gonna ask "why you write for _____, nvr write for me??" lol. i can hear amanda saying that. sorry la. too tired. if i write now, it wont be good!

i now wonder how i'm gonna write my GP essay if my brain's too fried to even write a testimonial lol.

other new, mom n dad's off to freakin london for a day (kinda stopover + to visit old friends) before heading to Denmark. good la, can go holiday. damn i wanna go. lol.

dad's giving a lecture at a workshop/conference there! which i think is pretty darn cool lol. i had to watch like 2/3 hours of bloody, "gross-out"ing, "i-see-also-pain-liao" operation videos. editing them for use in dad's lecture. just when i thought i was numb to all these images, i wld have to watch an even more "action-packed" video. and i thought scanning in photos from medicial books were bad ^^;. dad should pay me for these man lol.

i must say i'm quite proud of his improvement! he used to use slides! as in, colour film in a projector slides and now he can use powerpoint and add videos somemore lol.

he stayed up nights for this lecture. i stayed up 2 nights for this lecture (oh yeah, today at 5pm i was summmoned home from the library to do some video stuff. n dad's flight that night! so last minute. hm. reminds me of somebody..) and guess what. the lecture's just half an hour!

mom's there to. shop. lol.

wheeeeeee. 2.04 am. ah. dead. lol.

emily.

just felt like typing my name.

emily.

hee.

just showered!

headed towards my room door(to get to parent's room), hoping that i could get dad to dry my hair for me. alas, lights in their room were out meaning they've zzz. 12.33am. time for me to lights out too.

must dry my hair first thou. lol.

some time this year, i asked dad to dry my hair but he was kinda lazy! wanted to watch sports news or something -_-; haha. then mom went "eh, u better dry your daughter's hair while she still wants you to/while u have the chance/while her hair's still wet". he smiled a silly smile before proceedin to drape my already-quite-wet towel over my head and i got a good o' head-massage-hair-dying session hee.

i (and most probably dad too) suddenly realised then i'm quite old liao. 17 years old already! (michelle u can proudly say u're 17 now haha; happy birthday again!)

still quite daddy's gal eh. i think i'll forever be la ^^; i mean, when do u stop?!

i quite like it when he pep-talks to me, asking me to study cos thousands for ppl get 4As an only 300 enters medical. i think he hopes i follow in his footsteps, the urinary incontinance part/TVT tape side of his job.. he was like "i can teach you all the tips and skills i know." oh man.. i'm not really sure if i want or can anyway. but still, it was kinda fuzzy feeling. he's quite silly he is. he smsed my mom tt day "i'm going home first! need to poopoo urgently, farting alot!" lol! so amusing. tt day he accidentally called my mom and she went "hello?? heelllooOooOo~...?" and then she heard, in the backgroud, some weirdly pronouced chinese by dad "tui! tui duo yi ci jue chu lai le! tui! tou chu liao le! zai tui! gong xi ni, si ge nan de!" XD. he's chinese v not standard one so u can imagine yourself how funny it sounds la. if some random person recieved this call they'll be quite freaked out lol!

i'm closer to mom thou. tell her alot of my sch stuff and abt friends! yes, Yeah (code name for someone), i did tell her abt u la (thou i said otherwise- that she happened to know abt the yeah thingy)(i know u dont read my blog so i'm typing it here hah!). not only Yeah la, everybody else oso i got tell her. haha.. thou not abt boyfriends n stuff cos she doesnt approve.

she does say some things that i just say "mm/hmm" too but a lil does sink in la. that u dont marry the person u meet in ur early 20s cos u dont really know what u want yet (thou i do know of couples who met and married those the met in their early 20s. mrbrown!). when i said tricia and junio tgr almost a year liao she went "dont u find it's a lil too early to pair up? dont u feel hoodwinked, deprived of meeting other ppl, making friends, spending so much time on one person n it may not work out". i dont necessary agree but i think abt what she say la.

ok. hair kinda air-dried le..

sweet dreaming mom and dad!

getting to know new friends more vs sticking with closer friends; studying vs socialising; buildin up friendships vs building relationship with one person; library/cafe vs ispace/canteen. choices, choices, choices.

this had better publish -_-

wahlao!! it said "the blog u're trying to post to doesnt exist."!! luckily i copied the whole entry b4 doing anything.

FUCK!

fmkoawfmowfo,awoelf,dls;d,l;w,

i lost an freaking entry i took an hour to blog
dang it!

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn frustrated.

i wanna cry already le la.

damn it.

it went "the blog you're trying to post to doesnt exist."

she had alighted the MRT and now was pushing her way through the crowd at orchad CitiLink. she was late for her date. again.

meaningless faces flashed by - lost in private thoughts, wandering gazes, blank stares into nothing, chatting.

then, her eye caught sight of a Stranger walking in the opposite direction. The intense stare ensued even was they walked past each other. Time slowed down and the noise dampened and the crowd faded into the background. it was only them for that few seconds.

necks craned.

finally, the connection broken was broken as she tore her eyes away from him.

A tentative backwards glance.

He was turning back! A breathless request for her number. numbers exchanged on scape paper; a napkin for her, a reciept for him.

then, he disappeared back into the crowd.

a surreal meeting, over in a flash. did that really happen?

on that date; she was inattentive. playing that moment in her head over and over again.

She didnt get his name.

they're now married with two kids. i was like O_O!!! when my chinese teacher told us that story. just the gist of cos(they met. they got married. they hv 2 kids). i made up/imagined the rest.

i've always been sceptical of fate. this story kinda blew me away. dare i believe in fate? i still dont really....

this song so discribes the moment.. except that he doesnt get that gal. his voices take abit of getting use to but i'm listening to it on repeat hee.


You're Beautiful Lyrics James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

fate? destiny? i dont know.

last wednesday, i came home to an empty house at around 8.30 after a session at the lib and proceeded to eat my dinner alone. hm.

"where's mom? should be done droppin jon n cat to tuition what."i thought as i splashed a truck load of tobasco into my spagetti. "eh. why got pineapple tarts de. aiyo. surely moldy de la,hidden since CNY?!"

sounds of keys and car doors slamming. hm. is mom angry? dont hear my siblings chatting; subdued.

then i heard a familiar lowish voice. POr Por! hee. no wonder there were pineapple tarts

wheee! ran to go hug her hee.. havent seen her since feb! missed the last visit cos of the zhonghua camp..

amanda's heart-felt entry on her decreased grandma and kahyee's entry on the sudden death of her friend remained at the back of my head.. must cherish her! not often she comes.. but then.. i didnt really pei on thursday (damn tired.. finished sch late (6/7) followed by a hair cut) or friday (will come back to it)..

so on saturday, i pei-ed 2hr her karaoke her teng li jun songs! haha. i only know 2. tian mi mi and yue liang da biao wo de xin.. lol i was slightly too eager to please, imiating teng li jun sometimes to make her laugh ^^; lol. the session reminded me of... getei......

halfway thru, sis's friend christopher came over. projectwork. $@%#% he comes at 10.45pm to start sleepover, the other gal at 12+. -_- usually sleepovers are like.. workin in the afternoon till too late to go home den stay over. they come at 11+ -_-. they sleptover the previous night too. and tonight too! that's 3 nights in a row -_-. -____-.

hee. after that, a massage session! haha. all you people in class - you've been the practise. i bet u dont mind thou lol.. dunno why i got really hot n sweaty after tt. massagin's hard work! haha. my bro saw me and went "you look wet". "of cos i am. i'm sweating -_-".

hee w her around we get to eat lots of nice stuff. curry!!! havent had curry for ages! (since mia left) and that ginko,barley,beancurd dessert drink thing and green bean soup which jonathan almost finished by himself! haha. and yesterday what the first time i ate char guo tiao this year!

then i continued on the 05s1d layout from aroun 1/2 til 5am! time flew by, i didnt realise it....(woke up at 12pm if u're curious lol)

today, i slackd and touched up the 05s1d webby and it's now more or less ready to meet the world! (btw, refresh the one dee webby! the photos on the top change!)

check out the prelimary/planning, ongoing stuff on my 2-in-1 mousepad+notepad lol

haha got maths stuff de.. for pixels alignment/arrangement. box on lower left were images that somehow only uploaded halfway (tick - fixed). numbers in those squares representing snapshots are tilt angle! haha.

so yes. i didnt do anywork in the weekend. lol


haha.. corner porpor when she was doing her hair! curlers from dodo shop at cathay. dont need to "kiamp" de, the velcolike hooks just holds it! hee, she's very pretty right.

and yes, i'm already the red national day shirt nanyang provided. so i dont need to change tmr morning! so i can like snooze extra 5 mins or something. first time i'm going to NY myself in the morning! ah. 5.45 hv to wake up.

i'll blog abt friday some other time (which probably means i'll nvr get around blogging it. lol). 2.49am now. brain. cells. dying.

i love today.

nothing specatular happened, nothing bad happened too.

sleeping at 3.30 meant i wasnt absorbing anything in chem lec. chem tut - an exercise which i didnt know how to do but it's ok ^^.

had a short break where i rushed my gp essay while chitchatting. chinese was. funny as ususal! duanyu was besides me and somehow or other, i ended up lending mom's fossil watch to her for the day~ it looked good on her..

then it was mass phototaking! actually it was lousy formal group pics by the school and mass informal pic w my camera! so wierd the sch doesnt do whole class photos. it was super fun. thou 1d not really as close as compared to some other classes, still nice n lots of laughter ^^

1.5hr break! more chit chat of cos. lol...

i seemed to have chatted the day away oO;

gp was such a nice change. and i mean it was bloody stuffy n there werent heat waves blowing in the classroom every other second lol. pretty relaxing lesson, other then the fact i was rushing my GP essay, discretely lol. last 10min of GP was free time! mingled and massaged random ppl! i give mighty good massages wahahha. i was massaging myself on the way to bio prac n the shuang, loosened-up feeling lasted for quite long lol.

maths lecture was fun! didnt absorb much (examples in lecture notes given almost the same one -_-) scribbled emoticons with hole-punched holes (<-- jeez lousy phrasing lol) were the eyes!

went for a hair cut. was really slweepy! nodding off a lil hee. was attempting to read notes during the cut! i love it when they wash my hair, specifically the sensation when the warm water engulfs head.. water was coldish today thou. haiya. they always nvr massage me one. i was looking enviously at the person nxt to me getting one!

slept dangerously home. on the bus that is. lol, cleo was on the same bus! yeah. reached home, supposed to go run. but i fell asleep! so wtheck, just go bath la.

omg. shower was so nice. warm warm warm shower that fogs up the whole bathroom when the weather's cool's is so shuang!

a pretty nondescript day no? but i felt really happy today. probably the hanging out with friends

i want to feel like this everyday!

(coffee works. i havent slept this week. whee.)(plus. caffine high. XD)(i mustnt take it often or there wldnt be effect!)

(i will get the photos up soon ^^)

(cant wait for tmr to come)

(orchard)

(orchard's canceled)

(still looking forward to tmr thou hee)

sht it's 150am now and i still havent started on my GP essay, due, lets see. last, last friday? new deadline is.. tomorrow. or rather today.

hung out around friendster (before coming to blogger. sigh, procasinator's curse. try elay doing the task, situation gets worst lol) writing testimonials in a random manner (click on links here and there, wrote for some i felt like). tmr/day after tmr, some of 1D's gonna ask "why you write for _____, nvr write for me??" lol. i can hear amanda saying that. sorry la. too tired. if i write now, it wont be good!

i now wonder how i'm gonna write my GP essay if my brain's too fried to even write a testimonial lol.

other new, mom n dad's off to freakin london for a day (kinda stopover + to visit old friends) before heading to Denmark. good la, can go holiday. damn i wanna go. lol.

dad's giving a lecture at a workshop/conference there! which i think is pretty darn cool lol. i had to watch like 2/3 hours of bloody, "gross-out"ing, "i-see-also-pain-liao" operation videos. editing them for use in dad's lecture. just when i thought i was numb to all these images, i wld have to watch an even more "action-packed" video. and i thought scanning in photos from medicial books were bad ^^;. dad should pay me for these man lol.

i must say i'm quite proud of his improvement! he used to use slides! as in, colour film in a projector slides and now he can use powerpoint and add videos somemore lol.

he stayed up nights for this lecture. i stayed up 2 nights for this lecture (oh yeah, today at 5pm i was summmoned home from the library to do some video stuff. n dad's flight that night! so last minute. hm. reminds me of somebody..) and guess what. the lecture's just half an hour!

mom's there to. shop. lol.

wheeeeeee. 2.04 am. ah. dead. lol.

emily.

just felt like typing my name.

emily.

hee.