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26.4.06

today, after maths remedial (530) [i adore mr kooi! lol. so funny/amusing] i learnt about jellyfishes, flatworms, roundworms, earthworms, starfishes, sea biskuits, sea liles, snails, squids, clams, prawns, lobsters and stuff.

around 6, i suddenly felt like running. since i was half p.e. attire le (had pe tt day. v slakc thou. 15 min of squash only haha)(cos NAPFHA done last week. full 30 pts! so cool. totally unexpected).. got my short and ran 4.5rounds before i got tired. then did work till 8.

was about to leave, passing by the ajar LT4 door. crept into the almost pitch dark LT, blindly. found the light switch! tinkered on the piano for 15/20min (quite worried i get lock i nthe LT thou lol) aiyah, the only 3 songs i know (and not completely somemore). and rubbish songs i come up w on the spot haha..

4 bus came and went b4 my bus finally came! i go amk and most buses do go there so today was like. huh?! lol. 7-11 to get a replacemt tube of mint mentos for dad (i koped his tube today. ran outta mints! u see, i dont drink must water so must hv sweets/mints to maintain non-stinky breath). saw sour skettles. got for cui and stella a pack each! getting for my friends, must get stuff for siblings oso right. ok, 2 tubes of sour mix mentos. make tt 3, inclding me haha. the aunty was quite shocked. came to $8+! (i got a mag too btw lol)

came home. watched some tv. INTERNET. and soon, sleep.

shall make my coffee first, for tmr morning.

there. my rather boring day. but i dont ususally run in sch or play the LT's piano in the dark so. yeah.

and i'm dead nervous giving presentations. screwed up a class pressie lol.

being thinkin qiute alot, of stuff. philsophical stuff. lol! if i came to a conclusion/get things straighened out i may blog. lol. overwhelming.


I Still.....
15.4.06

I Still
Backstreet Boys.

Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you

And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, not refuse to see
That I keep coming back
yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No, No...
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, that I
Would never let you go

(need you, care about you)
Though everything's been said and done, yeah
I still feel you (I still feel you)
like I'm right beside you (Like I'm right here beside you)

But still no word from you


blogger can be quite ambigious. sometimes, bloggers post stuff which says so much yet so lil. like a telling sentence but we dont know who it's refering to. even the person being refered to.

it's the letting it out. mayb e person wld read it yet. not truely doing so.


word association quiz thingy
5.4.06

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people (*raises eyebrows* hmm? u sure, quiz thingy?cant be indecisive for sure.cos i am.). You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(hahaha...eh?!)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(i'm abit sad the core syllabus of bio's all covered. means if i dont take bio anymore, tt's all i know. i still wanna know more.. -but not memorise for exam T-T)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(yes. true.)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (i do?)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Hm... quite similar to shufen so i dont know how reliable/varied its results are.

quite cool how word/image association works and what it reveals!


i dunno...
3.4.06

i think i may be stressed.

after a great dinner at some small italian cafe, on the way home in the car, i felt really uncomfortable. need to poop(which i did when i got home..). last monday, i had the runs too. really think that was food poisoning cos it lasted for 2 days (but was quite tolerable)..But Today..why? mayb it's cos Monday's tmr? mayb it's the escargoes (SNAILS!)( lol. tried for the first time. nt bad actually. kinda like mussels/scallop in gralic butter [kinda like garlic bread tt kind])

just now, was hyper/crazy. i happened to be like that when i'm stressed or on caffine.(on the flipside, i get v quiet n subdue when stressed oso. wonder which is a indicator of greater stress) Bro even asked if i had coffee (negative). he den concluded "stress!".

mayb it's the tiramisu. all the COFFEE LIQUER. but damn, it was the best tiramisu i ever had!!! $8 for quite a large rectangle, shared w mom. lol.

i put find the address to share it w u guys!(somewhere in holland v) great place. felt like i was in italy, in a small cafe place. me(mushrm sauce, medium) n bro(pepper, welldone) had steak, mom lemon dory fish or something, fried. dad, seafd cream pasta (surprisingly good! ususally i find them quite bland). sis, lagasna (garfield wld like tt lol).

i want that tiramisu. cld really taste the alcohol! ah. i like alcohol.........orange breezer!! haha.i dont see myself being an alcoholic thou. yeah.

sweet dreaming ppl. tmr, seeing my friends will make everything alright, yes it would... i do wish i cld see some other old friends thou.. yes, tt wld be nice.

i'm nt making sense.yes. LOL.


1.4.06

Rules!
1. BOLD the following words that are true about you,
2. ITALIC the things you wish were true, (colouring them is too troublesome haha)
3. add one thing true about you,
4. and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (eh. besides TYS ^^;;, some drawing ones,some photography)
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (sorry. i tell small lies here n there.to sm really small qns, i dont answer truthfully, cos i'm afraid of being judged. tryin to change that..)
I curse sometimes. (i curse quite alot. hahaha)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi. (we [siblings n i] try for once a week but usually it's fornightly la)
I talk really, really fast/unclear. (i'm incoherent! i need to slow down. haha, sometimes my friends got the "huh" look or just give a neutral "ah./mm./orh." means i'm done itagain)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look. (most of time i do but not always)(thus the italics)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. (phew,lucky for u ppl,i'm only hyper on bananas n coffee)
I have alot of friends. (thou.. nt many close ones)
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (i stay in PJ all weekend if i dont go out)
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. (besides, occationally, the smokers)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (nop.)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (nvr b4. i've drank one bottle of breezer, no effect. i wld like to know my limits)
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. (i hv an inkling [sm ideas] but,still, i really dont know)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. (hahahhaha.... similar thing to diapers, i've changed b4. quite frequently actually. eh. nvm hah.)
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergy to anything. (lips get ichy after sm stuff. still hvnt identified wat it is :S)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (parent =P)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have made a move a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.I am punk rockish.I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job. (i actually like being a student. the learnin n stuff. cant imagine not learnin more Bio stuff soon. i know i'll miss being a student when i'm working so i'm loving it. hah.)(i dont like tests/exams when i aint prepared)
I am comfortable with who i am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (i dont really love e animal but i had a sea turtle pendant which i love. n u tend to value the things u lose. lol)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (an play two but proficient in none. hah)
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (i wont know..)
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours. (bright, not fluorescent)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle. (wahahha i can. hor, cui and belinda :P)
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (real horse, nt iGallop k)
I still have every journal i've ever written in. (crap i lost my quite recent one!! hope its nt in someone else's hands)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (didnt know cos i sleep alone. till i freaked out duans n cui during that sleepover did i find out lol)(my bro does too. he even has actions. lol!)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction. (reason for bloggin around exams/tests..)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (me and cui climbed a [Prolly 2/3 stories]tree once! how cool is that!)(getting down was scary.)(trees rustlin when the wind blew. the green all around. the filtered sunlight.the shocked faces when ppl looked up. fear of our handphones falling down lol)
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (COFFEE!)(but only when i absolutely need it. dont want to be immuned or no kick when i need it!)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions. (no time =( only been to about 3 or 4 haha)
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist. (am not. but i think it's so cool to be able to draw/arty stuff)
I only clean my room when necessary. (i dont even clean my room when nec. unless mom blows her hopt)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
i have riden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons (look forward to sch on mon to see my friends! and dread it cos of all my undone tuts)
I can't ride a bicycle.
i have/have tried to cut myself.
i think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
i feel crazy. (not now. haha)
i love tomatoes!! (like only la. cherry tomatoes are great too)
i like peanut butter on bananas.(chocolate on bananas are better! =O)
Been told "you're on fire!".
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
GIRLFRIENDS ARE LOVE!!
I like to sleep in a neatly made bed. (i dont get why we must make our beds. it's gonna get messed up anyway.lol)
i blush. (i just found out on thursday!)

amanda
mingfen
jess
cat
kelvin
doesnt matter if u dont wanna do it la =)

duanyu said i do blush. all this while.. i thought i dont! i do feel hot soemtimes but when i ask if i'm red, the answer's always no.(on thurs i asked for fun n got a diff ans). so i just assumed i didntwhen i told cui(she's known me for 6yrs.means i really dont blush often anyway) what duans said, she was too shocked. lol.

die. now tt i know i do blush, it may happen more often. becos i'll be thinkin "shit. hot.blushing"= blush more? haha. ususally it's like "hot. oh well. luckily nobody knows hah."




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