i think i'm falling sick

woke up feeling not too great today.. head wieghed a tonne and my tummy was hurting felt really horrid..

went to pooped but still bad. tried vomitting but still nothing..

had abit of chills.. in the end went to curl up under the sheets in my dark room hoping i would feel better.

afterall.. i've got a date with jay tonight ;)

arg. felt a tad better.. pooped again and i was almost alright liao.

or so i thought. headache's bugging me. sigh. took a panadol so far.

too much sun, too lil water X_X

i just realised something

JAY IS PERFORMING IN SINAPORE INDOOR STADIUM NOW!!!!!

AHH.

he's on the same island as i am! in singapore!

haha. actually i think perhaps the concert ended soon liao..

cant believe i'm seeing him tmr. however i not that excited as when i first got the tix.. and at the blue concert.. i was thinking. if only jay was coming. and i couldnt hepl feeling so freaking excited at the thought i was gonna see jay.. ok this is embarassing. i was gonna cry haha.

jeez. so fangal ^^;

but today not that enthu lol

came back frm bintan today. sunburnt arms, knees and scalp. lol! more abt bintan some other time. it was fantasic. hvnt laugh and hv so much fun in ages!

hvnt even read the jc booklet thingy and hv to decide by tmr 4pm >_< how to concentrate and focus on the concert?! lol... darn. which jc to go?! worst thing is mom's not here in singapore... how to more a thought through decision? =S

hello

quite alot of things have happened. and quite alot of feelinngs i've felt since the last time i blogged...

but dont feel like being open =S ^^;; sorry

no need to study at last! =D but it gets boring at home.. lol. so hv been going out. alone sometimes.. lol. sound so pathetic.

anyway.... i'm going bintan tmr. havent packed so i'm gonna start now. cya =)

finally, someone who understands! kelvin! who's affect by the galilee staff reshuffle too =( thought no one else felt that sense of belonging and stuff..

it's true.. amk is no longer amk. i hvnt been there for quite some time. today, st nicks werent there by 7. dragg prolly doesnt go too. the ppl're diff..

i visit sengkang more now.. luckily it's near zhss. okok.. at least.. quite niear. 2 stops mrt. but must trudge across that field to get to mrt station. and 30min bus ride back to amk. oh well... i always think some time doing nothing is good to rest the brain =)

it's... quite homely. much smaller den amk. good for studying.. quite solitary. today shirley was there too... when carol grabbed a rattan chair (amk had tt too) to chat, with shirley there too, it felt so like amk! jus needed irene n dragg and st nicks in the backgrd lol.. oh yeah. sk had stronger n more stable tables n chairs lol.

i go sk.. also because there're friends at amk. how ironic. well, with friend my efficiency goes really really low. i cant say "no" to friends =). so.. yeah.. must pull myself away frm them. but still. if carol wasnt at sk, i wldnt dream of going there lol.

i never even went sengkang before. compasspoint actually has quite alot of things! jacks' place, mos, mac, BK, breadtalk, delifrance, jollibean, poplular, hallmark,,sembawang (cd shop).. just missing a cinema.

time to hit the books again. cya.

11 days to freedom.

Damn them. God damn them. Damn them for hurting my friends so much.

Why? Why do such ppl exist only to cause hurt to others?

Dammit.

popped by thomson plaza today.

was at starbucks, sitting by the tables near the escalator (long time since i drank a expresso frapucino!) holding up the life section to point at the cover which was featuring singapore idols and how the couple rumours are exactly what they are- rumours. was gonna tell mom how it was the straits time that featured how they cld be couples -_-..

i look up and lo and behold. leandra's walking past, prolly amused a sch gal's holding up the life section featuring her face. lol. i smiled, she smiled and waved. mom thought she was my friends.. den it hit her *.. hm. isnt that leandra?* lol.. she headed to jean yip prolly to get her hair done. what for? always look the same wad lol

anyway, read the article n found her bday was on nov 9. lol, wrote on a starbucks napkin(haha prolly reminds her of her humble beginnings) "leandra, all the best and happy bday (when it comes that is). emily". haha walked into jean yip said hi, pass it to her and walked out.. lol. quite weird cos i didnt bother shakin her hand.

have never voted for leandra (thou shall not vote for anybody but sly)(vote for him weekly.. shld i step it up to 2votes? lol. competition stiffer now) or thought her to be smashing. but oh well, all the best. cool to meet an idol. as long as sly remains to win sg idol =P haha..

sly! why? why wasnt it him? -_- blah. others get to c sly i get leandra lol.

ss paper today.. blah. wasnt fantastic neither was it that bad. damn means geog must work extra hard

die.. the mood so..after exam.. just now went cafe with vanda, likkhian and zhiliang.. wahahaa.. we were reading..interesting material. it's quite cool to discuss and read the book as mature teens haha..
and ordered quite alot of food. zhiliang's wedges. and with my $10 dining voucher, more wedges and a fish o spahgetti. yum haha.. so fun sharing food. guys really do eat alot. as u can guess quite easily, not much work done. so i left early and am here now =) first time i'm home before 7pm in 6 weeks

i think i get attached to people too fast too much for my own good. or perhaps it's just sleeping at 3am that's screwing up my mind ^^;; haha i get especially emotional if i dont get enought sleep. i think i'll go sengkang sometimes. so i dont know anybody so i can study lol.. i thought it was v far cos i went by mrt (1hr 15 min) but actually with bus 159, it's only thirty-one minutes~! haha it feels.. nice when your mere presence means something.

i'm not studying that much. hope i dont spoil 6 weeks of work by a badly run last lap.

ok. time to bath! =)

i think i'm falling sick

woke up feeling not too great today.. head wieghed a tonne and my tummy was hurting felt really horrid..

went to pooped but still bad. tried vomitting but still nothing..

had abit of chills.. in the end went to curl up under the sheets in my dark room hoping i would feel better.

afterall.. i've got a date with jay tonight ;)

arg. felt a tad better.. pooped again and i was almost alright liao.

or so i thought. headache's bugging me. sigh. took a panadol so far.

too much sun, too lil water X_X

i just realised something

JAY IS PERFORMING IN SINAPORE INDOOR STADIUM NOW!!!!!

AHH.

he's on the same island as i am! in singapore!

haha. actually i think perhaps the concert ended soon liao..

cant believe i'm seeing him tmr. however i not that excited as when i first got the tix.. and at the blue concert.. i was thinking. if only jay was coming. and i couldnt hepl feeling so freaking excited at the thought i was gonna see jay.. ok this is embarassing. i was gonna cry haha.

jeez. so fangal ^^;

but today not that enthu lol

came back frm bintan today. sunburnt arms, knees and scalp. lol! more abt bintan some other time. it was fantasic. hvnt laugh and hv so much fun in ages!

hvnt even read the jc booklet thingy and hv to decide by tmr 4pm >_< how to concentrate and focus on the concert?! lol... darn. which jc to go?! worst thing is mom's not here in singapore... how to more a thought through decision? =S

hello

quite alot of things have happened. and quite alot of feelinngs i've felt since the last time i blogged...

but dont feel like being open =S ^^;; sorry

no need to study at last! =D but it gets boring at home.. lol. so hv been going out. alone sometimes.. lol. sound so pathetic.

anyway.... i'm going bintan tmr. havent packed so i'm gonna start now. cya =)

finally, someone who understands! kelvin! who's affect by the galilee staff reshuffle too =( thought no one else felt that sense of belonging and stuff..

it's true.. amk is no longer amk. i hvnt been there for quite some time. today, st nicks werent there by 7. dragg prolly doesnt go too. the ppl're diff..

i visit sengkang more now.. luckily it's near zhss. okok.. at least.. quite niear. 2 stops mrt. but must trudge across that field to get to mrt station. and 30min bus ride back to amk. oh well... i always think some time doing nothing is good to rest the brain =)

it's... quite homely. much smaller den amk. good for studying.. quite solitary. today shirley was there too... when carol grabbed a rattan chair (amk had tt too) to chat, with shirley there too, it felt so like amk! jus needed irene n dragg and st nicks in the backgrd lol.. oh yeah. sk had stronger n more stable tables n chairs lol.

i go sk.. also because there're friends at amk. how ironic. well, with friend my efficiency goes really really low. i cant say "no" to friends =). so.. yeah.. must pull myself away frm them. but still. if carol wasnt at sk, i wldnt dream of going there lol.

i never even went sengkang before. compasspoint actually has quite alot of things! jacks' place, mos, mac, BK, breadtalk, delifrance, jollibean, poplular, hallmark,,sembawang (cd shop).. just missing a cinema.

time to hit the books again. cya.

11 days to freedom.

Damn them. God damn them. Damn them for hurting my friends so much.

Why? Why do such ppl exist only to cause hurt to others?

Dammit.

popped by thomson plaza today.

was at starbucks, sitting by the tables near the escalator (long time since i drank a expresso frapucino!) holding up the life section to point at the cover which was featuring singapore idols and how the couple rumours are exactly what they are- rumours. was gonna tell mom how it was the straits time that featured how they cld be couples -_-..

i look up and lo and behold. leandra's walking past, prolly amused a sch gal's holding up the life section featuring her face. lol. i smiled, she smiled and waved. mom thought she was my friends.. den it hit her *.. hm. isnt that leandra?* lol.. she headed to jean yip prolly to get her hair done. what for? always look the same wad lol

anyway, read the article n found her bday was on nov 9. lol, wrote on a starbucks napkin(haha prolly reminds her of her humble beginnings) "leandra, all the best and happy bday (when it comes that is). emily". haha walked into jean yip said hi, pass it to her and walked out.. lol. quite weird cos i didnt bother shakin her hand.

have never voted for leandra (thou shall not vote for anybody but sly)(vote for him weekly.. shld i step it up to 2votes? lol. competition stiffer now) or thought her to be smashing. but oh well, all the best. cool to meet an idol. as long as sly remains to win sg idol =P haha..

sly! why? why wasnt it him? -_- blah. others get to c sly i get leandra lol.

ss paper today.. blah. wasnt fantastic neither was it that bad. damn means geog must work extra hard

die.. the mood so..after exam.. just now went cafe with vanda, likkhian and zhiliang.. wahahaa.. we were reading..interesting material. it's quite cool to discuss and read the book as mature teens haha..
and ordered quite alot of food. zhiliang's wedges. and with my $10 dining voucher, more wedges and a fish o spahgetti. yum haha.. so fun sharing food. guys really do eat alot. as u can guess quite easily, not much work done. so i left early and am here now =) first time i'm home before 7pm in 6 weeks

i think i get attached to people too fast too much for my own good. or perhaps it's just sleeping at 3am that's screwing up my mind ^^;; haha i get especially emotional if i dont get enought sleep. i think i'll go sengkang sometimes. so i dont know anybody so i can study lol.. i thought it was v far cos i went by mrt (1hr 15 min) but actually with bus 159, it's only thirty-one minutes~! haha it feels.. nice when your mere presence means something.

i'm not studying that much. hope i dont spoil 6 weeks of work by a badly run last lap.

ok. time to bath! =)