byebye blog. byebye photoBlograhpy. byebye internet =)

tommorow, school reopens. i've never been so at peace. no homework to be handled and and no last minute copying and freaking out you see ^-^;; heh.

i'm ready to recieve the bullets i know i will recieve when i get back my prelim results. looks like i have alot of time to blog during the first 3 months next year lol...

yup. byebye blog. hallo six weeks of studying. it'll be over very soon. my watch says 67 days to jay's concert. 59 days till the last paper of the o lvls. 42 days till the first paper of the o lvls. and it's 26 days since the prelims ended. wow. time flies.

take care of yourselves, my friends. (^_^)

sylvester


sylvester again


sounds like bon jovi. looks like hyde. kinda.

hello blog. i met him again. in the library. man small world. i dont meet him in six year and then he appears twice in 3 days.

i cldnt believe my eyes when he walked past the cafe lol. (but he was with lots of friends...) not exactly good for concentrating. haha. ok. i shall say no more. ^-^

lalala

oh yeah. my parents are annoyed at my extensive computer usage so like.. prolly cant use when sch starts wednesday. dad's been nagging. and nagging. they shoot me "i-caught-you-red-handed" looks when they see me on the comp. -_-...

anyway. i was gonna selfabstain before they even started yakking. but i'm so peeved that they just dont let me use comp in peace for these last few days.

the worst thing. i'm not even allow to take photos anymore! that's quite silly. i already know i wont be allowed to use comp sooner or later but ban from camera is kinda funny. as it it take much time =( sigh... i'll miss my camera.

yeah. i updated photoBlograghy again. please go see and comment. using the comment function k? thanks alot..

today started out.. late. woke up at 11.10, was supposed to be at bugis at 12! lol. i was 50min late, so sorry.

walked in bugis, not much to see really. took neoprts. then went kino. it's kinda small compared to the other but hey, still much more books than poplular. poplular isnt a book shop, it's an assessment book shop-_-. whee.. found a jay book thingy. it's in chinese and with lots of pics. it was below $10!(of cos i got it) heh. they have some photography book; ripoff i tell you, $30 for wad, 15 pics? not even excercise book size ok. but still. the babies were v cute! heh. i spent most of the time reading "the (insert name) new guide/bible/i forgot of photography."(^^; not much help eh) it's the size of our chemistry text but cost $78... the rest went shopping. yucui stayed with me! i didnt know she did. hah she was reading up on the da vinci code stuff (previously was at comics section). supposed to take 2nd round of neoprts but me and cui didnt.

den went mos burger for my lunch! i was famished by then lol. the spicy cheese burger isnt spicy blah. at this fashion, while going upsstairs, passed by this blouse on display which said "SEXY" sinyee was telling us she thought it was "SEX" intially. the eavesdropping guy behind us who was going up too actually turned around, and walk down. to see. the shirt. LOL!!!

the shop was playing a PIRATED jay disc. cos first song was gui ji, 2nd: duan le di xian, 3rd: yi fu zhi ming, 4th: qing tian. song 1 and 2 r diff disc frm 3 and 4. after song 3, shld be nuo fu!

next we went to suntec. at the busstop, we saw these gaint smoker ants! darn strong.. they were lifted a cigarette!. they freaked mingfen out... =D

next was some very boring walking. stretchs and stretchs of walking -_- boy. we were tired. lol-i conclude that the exams greatly affected our stamina! oh, we saw michelle zara at 37 degrees.. she looked.. mature. as in. aunty-ish mature... she saw me in a skirt! bah. lol. they were all gonna wear skirts so i had to too. lol. peer pressure. but this is harmless peer pressure heh.

last pit stop was at HMV. listened to jason, calling and maroon5. lol i dunno y i was listening to songs from cds i already bought. those headphones were bloody good. i feel like splurging on a set. but it's too... =\ to wear out. so i can only use it at home. i'll prolly try get one for chrismas lol.

today while at kino, maroon5 were playing. later, while walking and sing "this love", a shop we pass by was playing "this love" later. at 37', maroon5 were singing too! i tell you, it;s beckoning me to by th freaking album! i've been wanting this album for ages but i dont know why i think so much and still hvnt got it. this month i bought jason mraz and ben jelen. ben was a impulse buy that i dont regret =) (jason's good too!) so i cant buy maroon5 cos 1)no $$ 2)i hvnt fully finished appreciating jason and ben. haha.. jason's more unique. ben's..pop (not that britney crap pop thou) but hey. wider market. i'll prolly just twotime them, split my time btw them.. one week of jason, one week of ben. heh.

walked frm bugis to cityhall. ok. actually, suntec to cityhall. deadbeat. sleep in the mrt. i kept nodding off onto sinyee but she didnt realise haha!

today was a great day. not as great as that on 4th sept thou. because that was during prelim and we all really needed that to destress. today was filled with laughter and silly moments ^-^

went to satisfy my bubbletea craving before heading to jubilee. popped in poplular. guess who i saw. him. i recognised him immediately. he was reading a spiderman comic. i knew it was him. i went and said hi. had a very bried exchange.. he remembered my name! he remembered i like spiderman! left hurridly, mind in a whirl. then went play a few rounds of drum. below average today. expected. wasnt focusing.

he. lol.. it's funny to think of it. i still remember him as a primary school boy. didnt "grow" him in my memory(still pri 2/3/4). he's tall now. and boy is his voice deep. haha... he's the guy i used to hold hands with in primary school. it was a super innocent sweet thing. i dont remember much. i remember we used to spend recess together. both of us loved origami.. i cant remember whose better haha. shared resources. taught each other. and yes he likes spiderman too lol. nop, it isnt his influence that i like spiderman. i used to watch him play table tennis too..later, we went to different classes and drifted apart. no contact since i dunno pri 4/5? he doesnt go back on teacher day.

after playin the drum thingy i went back to poplular but he wasnt there already. hmm. i wished we conversed more today....

(i wont call that first love lah =) lol. too young to know what romantic love is. but. still. there was love. mayb kinda bro/sis? hahaha. actually i'm not sure)

i'm gonna update my photoblography so please check that out later =D thanks. comments on photos there will be very much appriecated ^-^

new layout. i did it.. this is one of the most complicating one lol ^^;; yeah, i'm not too skilled unfortunately for me. using repeat backgrd. still not really done. i'm tired. look at the time. blah. made is 800x600 cos my friend;s using that.. most using 1000+ by now. i'm using 1280x1024 lol..

this layout... very cramp. but heck. jay's on it lol

"$148 is SOLD OUT. And for $128, it's left with SINGLE SEATS. And $98 is LIMITED. I now wonder ... what's left to be sold on 23rd September?" from the forum.

I AM GOING TO SEE JAY ZHOU JIE LUN IN SEVENTY-FIVE DAYS!!! XD jeez. i cant wait.

mom has proirity booking because she has mastercard. actual booking is open on the 23rd sept. today, is the first day of priority booking.. internet was jammed so mom, dear mom, went to call. was as the processing stage but it was like "jammed" so she called and managed to get thru.. this nice guy helped mom check AND got us even better seats! at first we booked 3 (yucui, sis, me) but then i found out tricia wanted to go too! the nice guy helped us change booking. lol he said "this stupid jay chou, giving us a big headache. did you know the $148 catorgary almost sold out? these crazy girls.. dont know y they're willing to pay" XD OFCOS. it's... jay... lol

when mom told me she booked liao (w/o tricia) i felt so sad. like mom told me i cldnt go.. but anyway =D

haha... i got excited and thrill i cldnt sit still... how to study ?!?! but after a few hours, the highness begin to wear off lol..

one of the biggest regret of my life is missing the last jay concert(yeah, i dont hv much regrets lol). didnt know what was wrong with me man lol. but. not this year. i'm going this year!

wld have liked better seats thou.. but hey, i love my friends more than i love him (erm. hmm. do i?haha of cos i do)(boy. that speaks volumes) 15row. 3 rows from the $128 catogary. btw the prices are $148 $128 $98 $68.

mom rocks. she's the one who told me abt the concert booking, helped me book etc.. ^_^

i'm so totally looking forward to it. the atmosphere. can u feel the love all around? lol.. and the sleepover after the concert (at my hse lah, nt with him)(as in, me and my friends, not with him). yeah.

n_n bliss. anticipation. boy, i'm such a fan girl.

hey look, i'm back even b4 the prelims ended! true, i hvnt been blogging.. but the thing is that i hv been coming online. everyday. for long hours. doing things of no importance. that's bad. very bad for me...

prelims. our 2nd most imp exam yet i'm not treating it as such.

a friend was dissatified with his jc, told me to go somewhere i want. i'm think to myself. i'm gonna work hard and get in blahblahblah. then i realise, oh. it's the prelims already. i'm already deciding where i'll spend the next 3 months. there is no "i will" because it should be i am. but i am not.

i remember that same friend did much better than he expected for his prelims and was over the moon. i'm like, i'll do well for my prelims, better than i expect cos i studied real hard. then i realise again, wow, it's prelims already. i havent worked hard. i wont do well, i wont feel proud and my parents will get really worried for me when they see my results. dissapointed.

what jc den, would i choose? what would be my first choice? i may improve but the thing is, i hvnt done my best so i wont know what's the best i can do. cant gauge my first choice. what if i (god forbid) cant even get into a jc?

yes. it's only the prelims. it's really the o lvl that counts. but the prelims are imp too. first 3 months of next years. 3 months is a long time. 25% of the year. prelims -- mock o lvls. jeez. no way can i take the o lvls with my present lvl of "preparedness". no way.

the good news is: there's still half the prelims left: english, a amaths, social studies, chinese, physics, maths, a maths, geog, chemstry. and 4 full days to prepare. gotta make it good. cant use my best subj, bio, score now. really gotta depend on all four =S double maths, chem n phy... darn.

jia you. to everbody out there.

hora,hora, fighto.

brace yourselves, dear blogreaders of this blog...emily will not be coming online anymore, at least till the prelims are over.

yup.. so u dont need to bother coming here for a while =)

or, if u are really bored, please view some photographs i have take here. comments are appreciated ^_^

farewell, take care of yourselves(dont get too stressed, dont too slack; have enough rest).

yay.. went out today. it's been ages since we have went out.. went to causeway point to watch a cinderella story. i made it there with 2 min to spare ^^;

it's wasnt fantasic but hey. enjoyable enough ^_^ Chad Michael Murray <-- good looking guy lol. he plays abit of a wimp in the movie tohu.. afraid of his dad. movie was funny. they didnt use her left-behind handphone to find her thou. i like her attic bedroom.. looks nice to chill out in. go watch if u have cash to spare =)

after that, KFC.. nianya didnt eat anything. in contrast, sinyee ate 2 burgers! haha.. tooks some neos too. then, we chilled out at starbucks, yishun. nianya didnt go thou; she had to go home. felt so relax and laidback there =) it's been ages since i felt so. chatted for quite some time. hmm.. four years has flown by without us really realising.

i love my friends ^_^ heh. hmm.. feel re-energised and ready to face the next lap of studying.

edit: junwei, zhiyang, kinho, zhenting, roy have flowers in their msn nick! and tmr. i'm going 2 watch garfield with my family. >_< uhoh. disrupts my study plan...

edit2: oh, the flowers are dedicated to all children who died in the terrorist activity in russia... (f).

"you sure you wanna order that? that's like, one of the yuckiest thing on the menu..."

Chad Michael Murray =D (made by truely yours)

^_^ the hillery duff's pic just too fitting.. had to do it =P

"whoops. had a j.lo moment there. u didnt see anything, did u?"
"erm nop not at all =D..."

lol! turns out i just needed some ZzZs. feel normal, much better now =). serious lack of sleep alwys affects emotional state of me.. so i mus make sure i sleep early before watching tragic/darn romantic movie or i'll cry easily lol

i had another dream.. all these random ppl appearing in my dream's funny. wonder y they do. i dont even know them.

amusing/interesting ______ of the day:

• 

^_^ Ronald Susilo n Lee Jia Wei.. heh. cute couple. singapore's best. lol! they can look at this photo and tell their grandchildern "this is the first photo taken after i propsed to ur grandma". i'm crapping.

sigh. biology does matter to me. i get sad when i think about it. about how crappily i've done. bleh. then i'll feel like crying lol.

"saw your bio paper already.. hai, what happened? you arh..=(" said mr yeo.

=( it does matter to me.

maybe it has affect my mood. was kinda of a wet blanket today, not in a socialising mood. while they were playing murderer/ mafia. while they were playing uno. while they were playing DDR. i left earily =S

bet is has something to do with serious lack of sleep too. yup. it's a factor.

well. better make up for the screw up by studying hard for the other subjects. no choice. unless i wanna waste 3months of my life next year.

oh yeah. the ceiling fan in my room is spoilt! -_-. bleh. now gotta on aircon. i rather the fan. more "natural", not so drying. usually i only turn aircon on when it's super hot or feel like having big time relaxing (bro n sis will den bunk in my room n we play lol). hope the fan gets fixed soon. for now, aircon.

i had a dream during my nap! suddenly recalled it during dinner lol.

hmm i dont remember much but i think my family + mia were on holiday (lol must hv been cos me n nianya were telling yucui about SIA) i'm not sure where we went

anyway, we were walking down a sidewalk n peered in a restuarant. it was a pizza place. right at the end of the small restuarant (7-11 sized? it only had two columns of tables, 3/4 rows) was the tiny kitchen, separated from the restuarant by a lowerhalfbricks,upperhalfglass wall. really quite small. only space for one person to work comfortably. the guy inside seemed more occupied singing than making pizza. he had step back frm the table cos too into the music.. hands were in fist, eyes closed etc.

it was jay! (so maybe we went taiwan. or mayb some european country cos he always goes there to film MVs?) me and mia were like. izzit him? no lah. yes leh. kept peering into the restuarant. then i was like, heck i'm going in to get autograph.

so barged in. mia was kinda hestitant at first but dunno y she got to him. he was nice, kinda shy n wrote "mia: happy birthday (o_O?? happy birthday?!) ja.." he hadnt finished but his evil boss came n shouted at his face "DID I HIRED YOU TO SIGN AUTOGRAPHS N SING?!!?!" he didnt know what to do, stuck inbetween, pen still in hand, not knowing to continue or not. in the end he hung his head n said sorry.. i was so =( ! he tapped his arm (i touched him! lol) n tried persuade him jus sign for me n said i was happy to meet him yaddayaddayadda (i shld not further embarass myself lol). then. i dont remember anymore.

i was wondering why jay was so short. around same height as me, mayb even shorter! i knew he was 173cm wad.. even in my dream lol. i was like "mayb media/websites bluff".

haha.. tt wld be my 3rd jay dream. but this time it's rather surprising cos i wasnt thinking of him before sleeping etc. previously, i went to jay forums etc. The first dream, he came visit zhonghua (sigh. fat hope). he was in cap, sweater and cargo pant. hey. thats what he's wearing in my wallpaper then. lol. except the hat part. the 2nd dream, he was at the airport waiting for his plane. dunno y he knew me(maybe cos he saw me in school lol!) i was talking to him as a friend, not a fan.. askng him question n him answering. there was a themepark that just opened n first person in queue wld get first ride with him.. many fans queued but he didnt go cos the themepark bluffed, just publicity, didnt actually get agreement with jay(it's not real btw). asked him about that event. and a lot of other stuff lah. it ended with him going to board plane. haha. dunno y 3rd dream i'm back to not knowing him, n a fan. crazy stuff.

here i can while rest of 4e1's having phyics -_- i forgot. well. i cant technically forget cos i didnt know. lol. hai. wonder what's teaching =S

today's the first time i went to an exam without study. at all. damn. sigh sigh sigh =( =( super upset. (lol not hysterically-bawling-my-eyes-out upset thou)Biology. My best subject. *cynical smile* hm. how funny it will be if i fail biology. hah. man.. MCQs were a breeze. but paper2.. i did the essay first. why? cos i attempted and cldnt do any of the section A questions. did like, this essay's part a, that essay's part c, then a section A question. jumping all over the place. i feel so dead.

what happened? i thought the biotech fair was on tuesday so i could study on wednesday. but it was on wednesday. came home just before 8pm. bath. took a nap. and when i awoke. "hey. it's morning." >_< @#$%^&*^$^# DAMN!!! argh. so frustrated n pissed with myself. sigh sigh sigh. yeah. so.. just hope i dont fail. was in a "foul mood today morning."(says mom) bleh. gotta learn to get a grip on my temper/moods..

luckily i did some "studying" like 1/2 weeks b4 prelims =s. read thru some notes.. at least helped in mcq.

biotech fair. when to sch at 9am. when went ngee ann poly at around 11. n stayed till 6+. Lots of u dont know eh? me, yana, junio n aaron hv been doing this project on Effects of Fertilisers on Agrobacterium tumefaciens. (Sian days of staying back after sch to pound fertiliser, a 25page essay, posters and powerpt presentation. hm. doesnt sound like alot eh. let me tell u.. it took up a lot of time....) Yesterday was the judging. There were around 60 teams. Our poster looked alot more professional than most =P haha. yeah.

frm 11.40(?) till 12 quickly set up booth. then it was practising presentation till it was our turn. Time flew. by 3.15+ we were done. The angmo judge asked alot of question. i think he's really smart. n sceptical -_-. i bet the other judges didnt think of the pts he bought up. oh yeah. he had damn big nostrils!!! whahaha.

mr yeo had to make a move first n he took the laptop and the blazers back. bad decision. we were freezing later!! attempted to study but it was really hard to do so there. had to wait for results.

a short guy with a funny voice came annouce "...D12(yes! the band lol), D8, D3. the rest can leave" D8, D8, D8! that's us. lol. the 2nd time he came to annouce top4. mr yeo was on the phone n i didnt realise by i mus hv been quite loud cos ppl were staring at me. i took a sidestep to hide behind junio lol. he's so tall n big, bet nobody cos see me then haha.we didnt get in =( oh well. we were quite happy to leave that icebox we were cooped up in actually.

i hate clementi. -_- it's so freaking far! in the mrt, i had a bad case of sleeping while standing up. my knees gave way twice! it was v obivious, i think alot of ppl noticed lol. luckily there was empty seat next to the guy who was in deep sleep too. quickly sat. lol!! i nodded off n fell (v lightly-_-) on him twice but he didnt notice (phew) haha. later on, when i woke up, i saw the seat next to me empty. when i moved, i split my drink on ex-seat! lol. it was a ice blended that was only ice left. took tissue n soaked it up, half-asleep.(wished i had a drypers w me.. than can just dump it there n it viola, all soaked up lol!!)then i went back to sleep. haha.

oh yes. i wanna thank cui n nianya for cheering me up/putting me in a normal =) mood even thou they prolly didnt know they did lol. (L)

amusing/interesting ______ of the day:

heh. cute. i;m surprise it doesnt stread it to strips!

byebye blog. byebye photoBlograhpy. byebye internet =)

tommorow, school reopens. i've never been so at peace. no homework to be handled and and no last minute copying and freaking out you see ^-^;; heh.

i'm ready to recieve the bullets i know i will recieve when i get back my prelim results. looks like i have alot of time to blog during the first 3 months next year lol...

yup. byebye blog. hallo six weeks of studying. it'll be over very soon. my watch says 67 days to jay's concert. 59 days till the last paper of the o lvls. 42 days till the first paper of the o lvls. and it's 26 days since the prelims ended. wow. time flies.

take care of yourselves, my friends. (^_^)

sylvester


sylvester again


sounds like bon jovi. looks like hyde. kinda.

hello blog. i met him again. in the library. man small world. i dont meet him in six year and then he appears twice in 3 days.

i cldnt believe my eyes when he walked past the cafe lol. (but he was with lots of friends...) not exactly good for concentrating. haha. ok. i shall say no more. ^-^

lalala

oh yeah. my parents are annoyed at my extensive computer usage so like.. prolly cant use when sch starts wednesday. dad's been nagging. and nagging. they shoot me "i-caught-you-red-handed" looks when they see me on the comp. -_-...

anyway. i was gonna selfabstain before they even started yakking. but i'm so peeved that they just dont let me use comp in peace for these last few days.

the worst thing. i'm not even allow to take photos anymore! that's quite silly. i already know i wont be allowed to use comp sooner or later but ban from camera is kinda funny. as it it take much time =( sigh... i'll miss my camera.

yeah. i updated photoBlograghy again. please go see and comment. using the comment function k? thanks alot..

today started out.. late. woke up at 11.10, was supposed to be at bugis at 12! lol. i was 50min late, so sorry.

walked in bugis, not much to see really. took neoprts. then went kino. it's kinda small compared to the other but hey, still much more books than poplular. poplular isnt a book shop, it's an assessment book shop-_-. whee.. found a jay book thingy. it's in chinese and with lots of pics. it was below $10!(of cos i got it) heh. they have some photography book; ripoff i tell you, $30 for wad, 15 pics? not even excercise book size ok. but still. the babies were v cute! heh. i spent most of the time reading "the (insert name) new guide/bible/i forgot of photography."(^^; not much help eh) it's the size of our chemistry text but cost $78... the rest went shopping. yucui stayed with me! i didnt know she did. hah she was reading up on the da vinci code stuff (previously was at comics section). supposed to take 2nd round of neoprts but me and cui didnt.

den went mos burger for my lunch! i was famished by then lol. the spicy cheese burger isnt spicy blah. at this fashion, while going upsstairs, passed by this blouse on display which said "SEXY" sinyee was telling us she thought it was "SEX" intially. the eavesdropping guy behind us who was going up too actually turned around, and walk down. to see. the shirt. LOL!!!

the shop was playing a PIRATED jay disc. cos first song was gui ji, 2nd: duan le di xian, 3rd: yi fu zhi ming, 4th: qing tian. song 1 and 2 r diff disc frm 3 and 4. after song 3, shld be nuo fu!

next we went to suntec. at the busstop, we saw these gaint smoker ants! darn strong.. they were lifted a cigarette!. they freaked mingfen out... =D

next was some very boring walking. stretchs and stretchs of walking -_- boy. we were tired. lol-i conclude that the exams greatly affected our stamina! oh, we saw michelle zara at 37 degrees.. she looked.. mature. as in. aunty-ish mature... she saw me in a skirt! bah. lol. they were all gonna wear skirts so i had to too. lol. peer pressure. but this is harmless peer pressure heh.

last pit stop was at HMV. listened to jason, calling and maroon5. lol i dunno y i was listening to songs from cds i already bought. those headphones were bloody good. i feel like splurging on a set. but it's too... =\ to wear out. so i can only use it at home. i'll prolly try get one for chrismas lol.

today while at kino, maroon5 were playing. later, while walking and sing "this love", a shop we pass by was playing "this love" later. at 37', maroon5 were singing too! i tell you, it;s beckoning me to by th freaking album! i've been wanting this album for ages but i dont know why i think so much and still hvnt got it. this month i bought jason mraz and ben jelen. ben was a impulse buy that i dont regret =) (jason's good too!) so i cant buy maroon5 cos 1)no $$ 2)i hvnt fully finished appreciating jason and ben. haha.. jason's more unique. ben's..pop (not that britney crap pop thou) but hey. wider market. i'll prolly just twotime them, split my time btw them.. one week of jason, one week of ben. heh.

walked frm bugis to cityhall. ok. actually, suntec to cityhall. deadbeat. sleep in the mrt. i kept nodding off onto sinyee but she didnt realise haha!

today was a great day. not as great as that on 4th sept thou. because that was during prelim and we all really needed that to destress. today was filled with laughter and silly moments ^-^

went to satisfy my bubbletea craving before heading to jubilee. popped in poplular. guess who i saw. him. i recognised him immediately. he was reading a spiderman comic. i knew it was him. i went and said hi. had a very bried exchange.. he remembered my name! he remembered i like spiderman! left hurridly, mind in a whirl. then went play a few rounds of drum. below average today. expected. wasnt focusing.

he. lol.. it's funny to think of it. i still remember him as a primary school boy. didnt "grow" him in my memory(still pri 2/3/4). he's tall now. and boy is his voice deep. haha... he's the guy i used to hold hands with in primary school. it was a super innocent sweet thing. i dont remember much. i remember we used to spend recess together. both of us loved origami.. i cant remember whose better haha. shared resources. taught each other. and yes he likes spiderman too lol. nop, it isnt his influence that i like spiderman. i used to watch him play table tennis too..later, we went to different classes and drifted apart. no contact since i dunno pri 4/5? he doesnt go back on teacher day.

after playin the drum thingy i went back to poplular but he wasnt there already. hmm. i wished we conversed more today....

(i wont call that first love lah =) lol. too young to know what romantic love is. but. still. there was love. mayb kinda bro/sis? hahaha. actually i'm not sure)

i'm gonna update my photoblography so please check that out later =D thanks. comments on photos there will be very much appriecated ^-^

new layout. i did it.. this is one of the most complicating one lol ^^;; yeah, i'm not too skilled unfortunately for me. using repeat backgrd. still not really done. i'm tired. look at the time. blah. made is 800x600 cos my friend;s using that.. most using 1000+ by now. i'm using 1280x1024 lol..

this layout... very cramp. but heck. jay's on it lol

"$148 is SOLD OUT. And for $128, it's left with SINGLE SEATS. And $98 is LIMITED. I now wonder ... what's left to be sold on 23rd September?" from the forum.

I AM GOING TO SEE JAY ZHOU JIE LUN IN SEVENTY-FIVE DAYS!!! XD jeez. i cant wait.

mom has proirity booking because she has mastercard. actual booking is open on the 23rd sept. today, is the first day of priority booking.. internet was jammed so mom, dear mom, went to call. was as the processing stage but it was like "jammed" so she called and managed to get thru.. this nice guy helped mom check AND got us even better seats! at first we booked 3 (yucui, sis, me) but then i found out tricia wanted to go too! the nice guy helped us change booking. lol he said "this stupid jay chou, giving us a big headache. did you know the $148 catorgary almost sold out? these crazy girls.. dont know y they're willing to pay" XD OFCOS. it's... jay... lol

when mom told me she booked liao (w/o tricia) i felt so sad. like mom told me i cldnt go.. but anyway =D

haha... i got excited and thrill i cldnt sit still... how to study ?!?! but after a few hours, the highness begin to wear off lol..

one of the biggest regret of my life is missing the last jay concert(yeah, i dont hv much regrets lol). didnt know what was wrong with me man lol. but. not this year. i'm going this year!

wld have liked better seats thou.. but hey, i love my friends more than i love him (erm. hmm. do i?haha of cos i do)(boy. that speaks volumes) 15row. 3 rows from the $128 catogary. btw the prices are $148 $128 $98 $68.

mom rocks. she's the one who told me abt the concert booking, helped me book etc.. ^_^

i'm so totally looking forward to it. the atmosphere. can u feel the love all around? lol.. and the sleepover after the concert (at my hse lah, nt with him)(as in, me and my friends, not with him). yeah.

n_n bliss. anticipation. boy, i'm such a fan girl.

hey look, i'm back even b4 the prelims ended! true, i hvnt been blogging.. but the thing is that i hv been coming online. everyday. for long hours. doing things of no importance. that's bad. very bad for me...

prelims. our 2nd most imp exam yet i'm not treating it as such.

a friend was dissatified with his jc, told me to go somewhere i want. i'm think to myself. i'm gonna work hard and get in blahblahblah. then i realise, oh. it's the prelims already. i'm already deciding where i'll spend the next 3 months. there is no "i will" because it should be i am. but i am not.

i remember that same friend did much better than he expected for his prelims and was over the moon. i'm like, i'll do well for my prelims, better than i expect cos i studied real hard. then i realise again, wow, it's prelims already. i havent worked hard. i wont do well, i wont feel proud and my parents will get really worried for me when they see my results. dissapointed.

what jc den, would i choose? what would be my first choice? i may improve but the thing is, i hvnt done my best so i wont know what's the best i can do. cant gauge my first choice. what if i (god forbid) cant even get into a jc?

yes. it's only the prelims. it's really the o lvl that counts. but the prelims are imp too. first 3 months of next years. 3 months is a long time. 25% of the year. prelims -- mock o lvls. jeez. no way can i take the o lvls with my present lvl of "preparedness". no way.

the good news is: there's still half the prelims left: english, a amaths, social studies, chinese, physics, maths, a maths, geog, chemstry. and 4 full days to prepare. gotta make it good. cant use my best subj, bio, score now. really gotta depend on all four =S double maths, chem n phy... darn.

jia you. to everbody out there.

hora,hora, fighto.

brace yourselves, dear blogreaders of this blog...emily will not be coming online anymore, at least till the prelims are over.

yup.. so u dont need to bother coming here for a while =)

or, if u are really bored, please view some photographs i have take here. comments are appreciated ^_^

farewell, take care of yourselves(dont get too stressed, dont too slack; have enough rest).

yay.. went out today. it's been ages since we have went out.. went to causeway point to watch a cinderella story. i made it there with 2 min to spare ^^;

it's wasnt fantasic but hey. enjoyable enough ^_^ Chad Michael Murray <-- good looking guy lol. he plays abit of a wimp in the movie tohu.. afraid of his dad. movie was funny. they didnt use her left-behind handphone to find her thou. i like her attic bedroom.. looks nice to chill out in. go watch if u have cash to spare =)

after that, KFC.. nianya didnt eat anything. in contrast, sinyee ate 2 burgers! haha.. tooks some neos too. then, we chilled out at starbucks, yishun. nianya didnt go thou; she had to go home. felt so relax and laidback there =) it's been ages since i felt so. chatted for quite some time. hmm.. four years has flown by without us really realising.

i love my friends ^_^ heh. hmm.. feel re-energised and ready to face the next lap of studying.

edit: junwei, zhiyang, kinho, zhenting, roy have flowers in their msn nick! and tmr. i'm going 2 watch garfield with my family. >_< uhoh. disrupts my study plan...

edit2: oh, the flowers are dedicated to all children who died in the terrorist activity in russia... (f).

"you sure you wanna order that? that's like, one of the yuckiest thing on the menu..."

Chad Michael Murray =D (made by truely yours)

^_^ the hillery duff's pic just too fitting.. had to do it =P

"whoops. had a j.lo moment there. u didnt see anything, did u?"
"erm nop not at all =D..."

lol! turns out i just needed some ZzZs. feel normal, much better now =). serious lack of sleep alwys affects emotional state of me.. so i mus make sure i sleep early before watching tragic/darn romantic movie or i'll cry easily lol

i had another dream.. all these random ppl appearing in my dream's funny. wonder y they do. i dont even know them.

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^_^ Ronald Susilo n Lee Jia Wei.. heh. cute couple. singapore's best. lol! they can look at this photo and tell their grandchildern "this is the first photo taken after i propsed to ur grandma". i'm crapping.

sigh. biology does matter to me. i get sad when i think about it. about how crappily i've done. bleh. then i'll feel like crying lol.

"saw your bio paper already.. hai, what happened? you arh..=(" said mr yeo.

=( it does matter to me.

maybe it has affect my mood. was kinda of a wet blanket today, not in a socialising mood. while they were playing murderer/ mafia. while they were playing uno. while they were playing DDR. i left earily =S

bet is has something to do with serious lack of sleep too. yup. it's a factor.

well. better make up for the screw up by studying hard for the other subjects. no choice. unless i wanna waste 3months of my life next year.

oh yeah. the ceiling fan in my room is spoilt! -_-. bleh. now gotta on aircon. i rather the fan. more "natural", not so drying. usually i only turn aircon on when it's super hot or feel like having big time relaxing (bro n sis will den bunk in my room n we play lol). hope the fan gets fixed soon. for now, aircon.

i had a dream during my nap! suddenly recalled it during dinner lol.

hmm i dont remember much but i think my family + mia were on holiday (lol must hv been cos me n nianya were telling yucui about SIA) i'm not sure where we went

anyway, we were walking down a sidewalk n peered in a restuarant. it was a pizza place. right at the end of the small restuarant (7-11 sized? it only had two columns of tables, 3/4 rows) was the tiny kitchen, separated from the restuarant by a lowerhalfbricks,upperhalfglass wall. really quite small. only space for one person to work comfortably. the guy inside seemed more occupied singing than making pizza. he had step back frm the table cos too into the music.. hands were in fist, eyes closed etc.

it was jay! (so maybe we went taiwan. or mayb some european country cos he always goes there to film MVs?) me and mia were like. izzit him? no lah. yes leh. kept peering into the restuarant. then i was like, heck i'm going in to get autograph.

so barged in. mia was kinda hestitant at first but dunno y she got to him. he was nice, kinda shy n wrote "mia: happy birthday (o_O?? happy birthday?!) ja.." he hadnt finished but his evil boss came n shouted at his face "DID I HIRED YOU TO SIGN AUTOGRAPHS N SING?!!?!" he didnt know what to do, stuck inbetween, pen still in hand, not knowing to continue or not. in the end he hung his head n said sorry.. i was so =( ! he tapped his arm (i touched him! lol) n tried persuade him jus sign for me n said i was happy to meet him yaddayaddayadda (i shld not further embarass myself lol). then. i dont remember anymore.

i was wondering why jay was so short. around same height as me, mayb even shorter! i knew he was 173cm wad.. even in my dream lol. i was like "mayb media/websites bluff".

haha.. tt wld be my 3rd jay dream. but this time it's rather surprising cos i wasnt thinking of him before sleeping etc. previously, i went to jay forums etc. The first dream, he came visit zhonghua (sigh. fat hope). he was in cap, sweater and cargo pant. hey. thats what he's wearing in my wallpaper then. lol. except the hat part. the 2nd dream, he was at the airport waiting for his plane. dunno y he knew me(maybe cos he saw me in school lol!) i was talking to him as a friend, not a fan.. askng him question n him answering. there was a themepark that just opened n first person in queue wld get first ride with him.. many fans queued but he didnt go cos the themepark bluffed, just publicity, didnt actually get agreement with jay(it's not real btw). asked him about that event. and a lot of other stuff lah. it ended with him going to board plane. haha. dunno y 3rd dream i'm back to not knowing him, n a fan. crazy stuff.

here i can while rest of 4e1's having phyics -_- i forgot. well. i cant technically forget cos i didnt know. lol. hai. wonder what's teaching =S

today's the first time i went to an exam without study. at all. damn. sigh sigh sigh =( =( super upset. (lol not hysterically-bawling-my-eyes-out upset thou)Biology. My best subject. *cynical smile* hm. how funny it will be if i fail biology. hah. man.. MCQs were a breeze. but paper2.. i did the essay first. why? cos i attempted and cldnt do any of the section A questions. did like, this essay's part a, that essay's part c, then a section A question. jumping all over the place. i feel so dead.

what happened? i thought the biotech fair was on tuesday so i could study on wednesday. but it was on wednesday. came home just before 8pm. bath. took a nap. and when i awoke. "hey. it's morning." >_< @#$%^&*^$^# DAMN!!! argh. so frustrated n pissed with myself. sigh sigh sigh. yeah. so.. just hope i dont fail. was in a "foul mood today morning."(says mom) bleh. gotta learn to get a grip on my temper/moods..

luckily i did some "studying" like 1/2 weeks b4 prelims =s. read thru some notes.. at least helped in mcq.

biotech fair. when to sch at 9am. when went ngee ann poly at around 11. n stayed till 6+. Lots of u dont know eh? me, yana, junio n aaron hv been doing this project on Effects of Fertilisers on Agrobacterium tumefaciens. (Sian days of staying back after sch to pound fertiliser, a 25page essay, posters and powerpt presentation. hm. doesnt sound like alot eh. let me tell u.. it took up a lot of time....) Yesterday was the judging. There were around 60 teams. Our poster looked alot more professional than most =P haha. yeah.

frm 11.40(?) till 12 quickly set up booth. then it was practising presentation till it was our turn. Time flew. by 3.15+ we were done. The angmo judge asked alot of question. i think he's really smart. n sceptical -_-. i bet the other judges didnt think of the pts he bought up. oh yeah. he had damn big nostrils!!! whahaha.

mr yeo had to make a move first n he took the laptop and the blazers back. bad decision. we were freezing later!! attempted to study but it was really hard to do so there. had to wait for results.

a short guy with a funny voice came annouce "...D12(yes! the band lol), D8, D3. the rest can leave" D8, D8, D8! that's us. lol. the 2nd time he came to annouce top4. mr yeo was on the phone n i didnt realise by i mus hv been quite loud cos ppl were staring at me. i took a sidestep to hide behind junio lol. he's so tall n big, bet nobody cos see me then haha.we didnt get in =( oh well. we were quite happy to leave that icebox we were cooped up in actually.

i hate clementi. -_- it's so freaking far! in the mrt, i had a bad case of sleeping while standing up. my knees gave way twice! it was v obivious, i think alot of ppl noticed lol. luckily there was empty seat next to the guy who was in deep sleep too. quickly sat. lol!! i nodded off n fell (v lightly-_-) on him twice but he didnt notice (phew) haha. later on, when i woke up, i saw the seat next to me empty. when i moved, i split my drink on ex-seat! lol. it was a ice blended that was only ice left. took tissue n soaked it up, half-asleep.(wished i had a drypers w me.. than can just dump it there n it viola, all soaked up lol!!)then i went back to sleep. haha.

oh yes. i wanna thank cui n nianya for cheering me up/putting me in a normal =) mood even thou they prolly didnt know they did lol. (L)

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heh. cute. i;m surprise it doesnt stread it to strips!