The Flaming Lips - Do You Realise?

Do you realise
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realise
We're floating in space?
Do you realise
That happiness makes you cry?
Do you realise
That everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know you realise
That life goes fast,
It's hard to make the good things last
You realise the sun don't go down,
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round.

it's quite a old song n takes a bit of getting use to but i like the lyrics. i forgot that we're indeed floating in space. makes the idea of our lives so.. absurd and silly. we're on a blob of rock. floating in space. o_O. and the sun doesnt go down. lol. some things that i forget. or rather dont keep in mind.well.

dont take life too seriously, dont fret the small stuff... we're just a part in the greater scheme of life.(huh?!) will we be remembered? will we do anything important? will we make a different in someone's life? hm perhaps the answer to the 3rd qn answers the first qn.



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(it's a long entry. i shall bold the topic sentence and u can decide if u wanna read abt it lol)

gonna start drowning soon..

on monday, i woke up early, around 9 (asked mom to wake me up b4 she left for work). i filed my stuff.. found out exactly the topics i had to study. divide them out nicely over the ten days (from monday to last day of midyr). finished around 12/1/2pm. well. with some guitar playing and blog reading in between *sheepish* got there around 2. didnt manage to cover that i was supposed to. had left early-6pm because i couldnt take it anymore. hadnt been studying for too long lol. walked around AMK for an hr. rented inuyasha part 3 for siblings. bought stuff. topped up tap card (they had top up $20 get $20 free!). headed home

today, mom woke me up again. but i had a very exciting dream so i went back to sleep and woke up at 1. again, reached there (library) at around 2. rachel was almost right in front of me but she didnt c me for 2 hours(until i went right up to her)! zhiliang was there too. ash n kelvin popped in (and didnt c me too thou i was in front of the door/exit lol) and left cos no tables. today was worst. something hit me and i couldnt take it.had to go home to take a cold shower.. no, nothingy horny -_-. (y guys must take cold shower?? after seeing sexy pics etc). my hand was freaking itching away out of the blue! fuck! cldnt conc. tried calming it down under running water but nop. needed ice to numb it. it hurted. so i went home prematurely at around 5. took a cold shower (it's always "ow.. ow. owww!" when i first step into the shower. raw skin behind knees/hand). iced it. and then slacked all the way till 12midnight T_T. i wanted to study! geez.

(side story: one night i woke up scratching my hand. i jus woke up n my left was scratchin my right! around 4am? *sleep* it hurt so bad that i turned on the light to check on degree of seriousness cos there was some liquid n i wasnt sure if it was blood. it wasnt.*sleep* to jus had running water over it n tried go back to sleep. rammed it under the pillow.*sleep* no use. crawled out of bed and stuffed my hand in the freezer compartment(ice jus forms in there. no use one tt lil freezer compartment) (in the minifridge on same level.)went back to bed hoping to quickly sleep b4 it got "un-numbed"*sleep* den phone rings. at 4 bloody am. *sleep* light in the hall turns on, filters into my room. damn. *sleeps away a long while*. see. damn brokened sleep. usuusally i sleep well. that night sucked.)

(info: eczema's genetic. cant be spread by contact etc. sometimes ppl stare(like during mass dance. hate it lol) some times ppl try avoid. not very nice. so rmb it's genectic. mom n dad doesnt hv it. but mom's 2 bros hv it. dad's brother has it bad.mom's mom has it. so yeah. but my siblings dont hv it thou. lucky brats.BUT I DONT NEED TO DO THE DISHES on sunday tt's the only "yay" i can think of , maid's off day. i much prefer my exmaid.i kinda miss her...

(hee. my left hand's totally fine.(hee.yes. i write on my hand). the right.. erm.photos here and here and here. ew. looks painful eh?well other than intense moments when they itch/hurt, it's painless most of the time. haha, must remember to stand at future bf's right so left hand will be held lol.)

(more info: usuusally during the holidays, it's prefect. heals nicely. but on the first day of sch. geez. it starts. magically. it's stress related i guess. stupid midyr. doesnt give me time to heal b4 sch starts again)

(yet more useless info: an old entry)

(no i dunno why i;m bloggin within brackets. mayb cos it aint imp. hm. i better bracket up all the paragraphs in my blog then lol)

used comp till dinner time. watched the kym ng and qianyifong show. watched the 9pm show. watched CSI. watched Alias. shit. lol.

gonna try my bestest to study hard tmr. alot to catch up... and jay's in singapore. mus hv been a toture for my sis to sit thru that movie in Shaw, knowing jay's in the same building yet there she was watching a movie!

actually thou i know i'm quite dead for my midyrs/will regret when mugging nxt week, amidst the midyrs/will regret when results come up/will regret come promos/yadayadayada, i'm very pleased with myself and this holiday. at the end of the december hols and jc life started, i was like "this is it? that's it? the playing's over?!" after mugging for 8week, holding on to the thought of playing like siao, having the time of my life after it, playtime wasnt long enuff. till 18june, end of third week of june, i was satisfied. enough. i'm ready to study now. and so i started on monday. (actually it's cos i would die it i really didnt start studying lol.) but yes. i die contented. literally. soon.

warning:gross, not for the weak hearted.you do not want to see my big toe. well. luckily it's only on one toe. and doesnt hurt. most of the time.

(ps i would like comments on the oekaki i did last entry =) please. hee. thanks.)

oh yeah. halfway thru my random thinking time(okie.. no fancy names. during a shower-_-) one day, i decided on the life i want to lead when after midyrs which is when i'm gonna study hard. i'll head to the lib daily. do all the tutorials i'm supposed to do. cover lectures which i slept thru. go home. perhaps go for a run. perhaps run during breaks in sch but that seems too troublesome. play some guitar. chat online. blog/read blogs. watch some tv. oekaki? sleep. not bad eh? sounds boring but i think it'll be rather fulfilling. i'll be doing that i should and need to be doing (studies) at night is my leisure time. pick up some skill in the guitar (doing other things could be more entertaining but what do i gain? playin an instrument, i have something that's tanglible for the amount of time i spend vs watching tv/playing gb(i dont.bro does.i watch.lol)/jus surfing the net) yeah.

i want to watch lots of movies on the weekend.a friend told me he would like to watch sappy movies with the gal he likes. but he doesnt know what movie that is or who the gal is. niether do i. for now, i shall watch movies alone most of the time lol. cos i want to catch lots.(i want to watch a lot like love, batman and the jap movie coming up in cathay. and of cos inital D!! whee. jay!)lol. mayb we should watch together as friends till we find them eh?

sometimes i wonder what one does with boyfriends. or how it is to have someone knows you inside-out (erm. not literally). i have had two boyfriends but never got really really close. the first i was too young i think and he didnt like me enough. it was like a first taste of love. the second- premature death, before we could develop. kinda lost contact w first. still in contact w 2nd.the 2nd was wierd. it was kinda like. then dislike. then like again.and when he wanted a patch i was in dislike and when i was in like he wasnt -_-. lol. (love's too strong a term; dont like using it too liberally.thus i use "in like") my best friend yucui dislikes them both. ^^; both she and i like love jay thou :P

jay said something like this in his new pictorial book. love and like is not the same. 15/16 yr old teens still cant really tell them apart. u can like many but love one. u may like a feature of a person; looks/a trait. but love is liking every single thing, flaws and all. (he said more. i cant rmb. esp when it's in mandarin. these are times when i wish my manderin was better. when jay has new books relesed lol)

a character on CSI said. fights, laughter,tears,comfort, anger, sex, frustatration, passion- doesnt it all come from the same one person? we were in love, passionately in love (when the csi guy made an open-ended statement "someone heard u guys fighting the previous night..")(his wife was murdered)

emily said. this has become a very long entry, digressing all over the place. sweet dreaming people =)

yeah la yeah la,i'm blogging. i'm online. before the midyrs are over

heck, i've been resuming my online life as normal in fact ^^;;

but the last week's coming up. gonna start studying for real tomorrow. library studying. yup.

here's an oekaki i just did on PaintBBS. spent 151 minutes on it. using a mouse. copied from here.



try doing some oekakis of your own here. must sign up thou. will have an autoverifiction etc etc. but it's fun =). here's a tutorial to start u off.

=) off to bath sleep and study. yes.

mugger.

i've been wanting to blog. am bursting with things to blog.

but i have not. because i havent started my studying for the midyrs (yes, the midyrs are after the holidays! jeez)(i know i know.. only ten days left =( ) and bloggin just feels so wrong. *guilt* well. not that i used the time i dont blog for studying ^^ so here i am! have been playin shaman king on kidbrother's gameboy today! (gosh, he buys his own games! gameboy n ps! original!)

so after today, i wont be blogging or logging onto bloglines to check on my 44feeds T_T noooo.....

Funnies

• hokkien version spoof of lord of the rings! it's damn funny XD. get it here or here
  
  
• Jack Black(school of rock) and Sarah Michelle Gellar(buffy) spoof of The Lord of the Rings.(he gets a ring piercing somewhere.. private. my bro was cracked up by this). get it here
  
  
• "THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING
  
  Last time got this short-short person with si-beh hairy legs called Bilbo, lor. He, hor, got this ring that last time belong to some monster. But then, hor, one day suay-suay the monster want it back, and send his kah kiah to Bilbo's house to settle, lah. But the ring, hor, acherly can make people very powderful. But then, hor, if you wear too long will also kena sai. Si beh hiong one, so better faster go and destroy it, lor.
  
  So Bilbo's nephew Frodo? Aiyah, dun ask me why their name all so funny, can or not? You ask me, I ask who?
  
  Anyway, Frodo and some peng yew kena arrow to go and destroy the ring. But donno why also, they must do it in the monster's home, which is at the end of New Zealand there. So they walk and walk and walk across New Zealand, lah. And then along the way, got monster chase them, got people want to hoot them, some of them dieded, all sorts of thing, lah. At the end, Frodo and Sam, his pooi-pooi friend who I think is a bit ah quah, got separated from the rest.
  
  
  THE TWO TOWERS
  
  Frodo and Sam meet up with this thing called Gollum, who look like he take too much Slim 10 like that. At the same time, hor, the other friends get into some powderful hooting session, where, wah lau eh, even trees can do gongfu one. They all fight over what, I also donno, but quite kan cheong, lah.
  
  
  THE RETURN OF THE KING
  
  In the end, Frodo and his peng yew all win leow, lah. Arbuthen?"
  from a forum.
  
  there's a spiderman spoof (jack black n Sarah Michelle Gellar again) too but it's a big ass file (54mb). get it from me if u really want it.
  
  but really. the hokkien one's the funniest! ^_^
  
  
• cute starwars comics!
  
  
  click here to see more
  i've only watched one starwars movie in zhonghua sec, one of the old ones.when luke was introduced i think. but with all the buzz, i (and the whole world) agar-agar know the story liao ^_^. i'll prolly jus rent the whole saga sometimes la.
  
  
• cute kid's lil drawing + story
  
  tt's jus the cover page. click to read the whole story by 7 yr old Joelle. it astounds me that a kid can draw n think of a story. it's just like those children storybooks. phuaw.
  
  i've forgot how children's storybook go until last year, during my studyin stint in ang mo kio lib where would listen to mothers read them to their kids. n they would just giggles lol. quite funny, some of the books are. i remember a fav of mine, it's abt this yellow taxi. a gal n her grandma are in a rush to the train station. i remember something about big suitcase n small suitcase. it had a silver spine. anybody heard of it?
  
  
• cute boyfriend! (not mine lol)
  "What i really wanted to talk about is the way Zhuang made up to me!
  
  I was sulking and pouting at home eating my dove chocolates, taking photos of dizzy and complaining to Dizzy about his daddy (like Dizzy understood or gave a damn.. haha)
  
  Then i hear a knock on the door.. I knew it was him so i opened the door without even looking at him...
  
  I see flowers. (lilies.. my favourite!) .. *PUI* chey flowers... u think u hurt me so much flowers can already ah! :P
  
  Then i see a cake..... HUH? cake? WTF u buy me a cake for?
  
  I looked up at his face and i realised he used a red marker to draw arrows on his face...
  
  huh?????????
  
  Zhuang: Sorry! i have been a jerk
  
  Me: WTF?!! why u draw your face until like that!!! WTF is the cake for???
  
  Zhuang: Its for u to smash in my face... See the red arrows? My face is the target! Quick smash into my face!"

click here to read in entirity.

had wanted to blog this once i read it! too cute! but by the time i get down to doing it (now lol) it's been tomorrowed!

but it's ok. that brings me to another point (oh yeah, funnies end here. no more funnies liao). after some thought about whether i should post all these links which have already been quite publised (some time ago somemore) and i decided heck. the main aim is the share these links which had brought a smile to my face to my friends (who prolly havent seen them). no harm doing so ^^;;

some blogs just post interesting. some blogs contain entries there to enterain readers; to keep them coming back. those are the more popular type. alot of blogs respond to what's happening to the blogsphere;the lastest news(casino, acid flask affair, sarongpartygirl, xiaxue). it's like a must like that -_-

but i think nah. all these wont matter ten or even five years down the road.i've decided that my blog would be one where i record event i want to remember. no matter how mundane. (and to share funny links too lol. but i dont do that often anyway.)

i still havent watched hitcher's, starwars and bf's type b. i'll catch bf's type b (most probably alone -_-) n prolly rent the rest. i want to catch Inidial D!(jay!! lol.not -walk or -axe but chou!)(inside joke) and A Lot Like Love. and mayb batman.

after the midyrs i'll blog abt sec2 camp.

cya for now.
(sigh. i'm screwed for midyrs lol. the studyin's just determines the extent of. lol. i'll work hard after the midyrs. just like how i started studying for o lvl right after the prelims.)

when u cant go on a holiday, spending the weekend at a hotel works almost as well.

mom got vouchers to stay at ex-raffles stamford hotel, now the swissotel so we got 2 rooms ^_^

supposed to head to city hall but because mom said to meet at raffles the plaza (the shorter of the 2) me n dad got off at raffles place. dad oso blur, didnt say anything -_-. lol. walked all the sweaty way to city hall! lol. mom sms-ed "where r u, why taking so long"

anyway, it was a pretty big room. walk around raffles (the shopping centre downstairs..not sure what's it called), decided/realised i was tired, went back up, did a bit of readin my storybook n slept

went to chjimes. pretty place it was ^_^



w/o flash


w flash. creepy.

decided we didnt want to eat there thou.. went to the "kopi tiam" in the hotel which didnt charge "kopi tiam"-ish rates -_- but boy did they serve a mighty mean fish head curry. hadnt eating curry for ages! was drinkin the curry lol..

after dinner, went up to mom n dad's room. theirs was on the 62 floor, smaller but with a fantastic view(could see
the esplanade,

the colourful lights of boat/clarke quey-not sure which)(took lots of pic but the rest all blurry-long exposure+ no tripod X_X). there, we decided against midnight movie, read the papers, stood at the balacony, not in tt particular order thou lol. oh yeah. did u know Toblerone (the triangular chocolate) is "waterproof"! the hotel gave a complimentart mini bar (3 triangles) meaning one each for us siblings. i took one, threw the rest on the bed n somehow sis managed to make it land on the floor. w the choc in direct contact w the carpet O_O. told her to rinse it ^^; it didnt melt but water droplets formed on it!

when mom n dad were accompanyin us to our room at around 10/11? (across the lobbies, in the other tower) frm the lift lobby onwards, it felt as if we were holidaying in korea once again, awaken at the unearthly hours (6am), waiting for the lift. down at the lobby, was like waiting for our guide+bus to come (and a bus did come coincidentally lol).or going out to subzero temps to go sliding down slopes of artifical snow. there just are times of deja vu.. feels like the same place.feels like the same kinda time.same hotel. lol felt as it if when the glass doors at the lobby slides open, gustof cold air would pour in (thou of couse well. hot air greeted us lol).

mom played around w our coffeemaker for her 2nd cup of coffee lol. she's v enthu abt tt coffeemaker.

had a nice long soak in the rather big tub. hahaha.. perhaps meant to fit two...

snuggled in the bed. hotels always hv these heavy down(Fine, soft, fluffy feathers forming the first plumage of a young bird and underlying the contour feathers in certain adult birds) blankets that feels like a deliciously warm cacoon (well the room's cold)

woke up at around 12. supposed to hv burgerking for lunch (mom tapau-ing) but they wont let her buy the singles patty ones(eg swiss mushroom single, turkeybacon single) cos it's only for student -_-.=_=. so bought subway instead. gosh jon ate the 1 foot one! (12 inches.) i had the sandwich thingy from soup spoon (i think came w mom's set or something). dunno if it was cos i was hungry, it was really yummylicious!

lazed abt til 3 (check out time)

me n mom loitered in marina sq (dont go, still lots of shops not opened) n kino(mom got a book on gift warping[they had lots of cute creative innovative ideas!] n me a book on massage basics [boy my friends are lucky pampered ppl haha][zhss ppl like mine but ny ppl go 'ouch ouch.. so pain' aiya.hard den nice what. so light might as well dont massage lol]). cat jon n dad went to swim at the club (didnt get to go swimming at the hotel la, bu gan yuan)

after we met up for dinner(sushi) when to the new toys-r-us at paragon! had to find toys for jon's friend (bday party) n cousins. whee. that was fun. my innerchild was unleashed there ^^; )

when to the club for 2 rounds of bowling n then headed home.

(they turned out the UV light..)

^_^.

oh yeah. nyjc's keeping it's name. no CCJC XD

it's wierd when close friends/ppl u expect and hope would remember your birthday to do otherwise and a very pleasant surprise when ppl that you dont expect know/remember you birthday do otherwise. eg sweet couple carol and ryan, ogl kaiwei and hengyi (whose birthday's today. happy birthay! =D ) thanks =)

today during maths lecture, mr lok appeared w his guitar. he told us his story abt how his siblings went to vjc and rjc while he was in a neighbourhood sch n his parents ask him to consider poly, thinking he wont make it and how he didnt give up. abt he presevering when learning the guitar. of cos he didnt tell it in the dry way (like me). he was very humorous. den he sang us a song (which he modified the lyrics) (tellin us now's the time to give our best, nvr to give up etc).

very nice of him. he didnt hv to do this at all. great maths teacher. like ten folds better than mine -_-. lol, i liked the part when he was demostrating wrong steps to us and he put "sucidial" down.

nxt was mass dance at zhss. well it wasnt really "mass" thou. only like a fraction turned up. the first 2 dances quite riduclous but i like the new age gal aka hoo-ha! dance. fun! really glad the eczema on my hand cleared up ^_^. would hv been really really selfconscience if my hands were like super rough.. lol. i forgot the step here n there. quite blur i am.

den we had a nice slack time at mingfen's place. familiar thing to do. =)

the whole freakin day was hot!!! in the morning, i lost a lot of water perspirating. (it wasnt gross, jus really irritatng to hv to wipe sweat). at mfen's place. geez. it was jus unbearable. not becoz of her place thou. been before many time n it was fine. it's today.

ah, if only, if only the average temp was like 23C (cant ask for too much what haha)

watched Kingdom of Heaven today. alone.

haha... not like i have never done so.caught day after tomorrow and finding neverland before they ended their run.. KoH ending it's run too. these movies. friends hv either watched them or dont want to watch them cos they feel orlando looks horrid in this movie..

i like going out alone. once in a while that is. after hanging out alone at orchad for 2 saturdays (i've guitar lessons in tt area), it's really not that fun anymore.

my boyfriend is type b
another irrelevant korean romance flick. what's there not to love?! haha..they get a bit formula-ic after a few k-movies but heck, each one has its own quirky humor. prolly gonna watch w usual cliche thou =) well. i want to. so i prolly would get to haha.

star wars: revenge of the sith
why does the good guy turn into this heavy-breathing guy in a black suit? why? why all the hype? tt's why i'm watching. to find out. (thou i kinda know what he goes over to the dark side. skimed thru this website which had screenshots and captions to the movie. before it was released). and no i hvnt watched the other movie (except one. cant remember which.) watching this with my bro.

mr and mrs smith(opens 9 june)
both husband n wife are assasins. both are keeping it a secret. their next target: each other. fun.

hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
"englishman finds out earth's to be demolished, he n buddy hitch a ride w president of the galaxy, they go of in search of meaning of life (insert expensive special effects, a cute love interest and robot comice relief here), something abt mice (?), and then they meet the guy who created earth but he's not god, he's Slartibartfart" (from FiRST magazine - this month's has jay on one of the covers!) i heard of the book. saw the parody-ish poster. ok i wanna watch this cult movie.. haha

batman begins (opens 16june)
"what kind of man dresses up as a bat?" how and why does bruce wayne become batman? i was refreshed by the idea of spiderman born a normal being, w/o powers and facing normal problems (paying rent, studies, relationship) but it didnt occur that batman doesnt have any powers at all! he sure aint as witty as spidy petey parker thou (a gripe i hv abt the spiderman movies. parker's not witter at all in there! n toby looks too.. weak to be spidy.give me Jake Gyllenhaal! (kinda looks like tobey eh? he was consider for the role when tobey was whining for back pains and he was oso maryjane's real beau. was that is)

initial d (opens 23june)
one man: jay zhou jie lun's a main lead in it! haha. there's oso shawn and edison in it. it's abt car racing..

yeah. so anybody want to watch those movies, let me know k? can watch together! haha.

kingdom of heaven was kinda slow and boring at the start. high inertia i call it -_-. haha at the end of the movie, i still wasnt really sure what the movie was abt exactly. but the last part of the movie made up for everything la. darn cool battle.. and orlando was such a hero in the movie!(halfway thru the movie i was thinkin. even if one cant do such great things, one can be an actor and be many "one-s" who does great things.) what a diff from the pansy he played in troy lol. one man could make such a difference. and no he doesnt look horrid w mature facial hair, cui. mighty fine. haha. very diff look from legolas thou. cldnt imagine he as legolas (well, i cld la) there was a theme abt man using god's name (or rather shouting "IT'S GOD'S WILL/ GOD WILLS IT!") to start wars.

oh yeah half way thru the movie, a silotte of a father n son headed back to seats. the kid was around 5! the movie's NC16! gee. how did the boy make it thru -_-. was kinda worried for that kid. my bro was upset w the blood n gore during gladiator (mom told him to sleep.lol. mom tot he'll enjoy all the action turns out power ranger n gladiator still quite diff). jus casually mentioned to the dad on the way out of the cinema the movie's NC16 and he said "oh? ^^;; didnt know" he said the boy was actually bored during the movie lol. ^^;. pro (the kid).

"You are not what you were born, but what you have it in yourself to be."
"I once fought two days with an arrow through my testicle."
Godfrey

Balian of Ibelin: You go to certain death.
Hospitaller: All death is certain.

"What man is a man who does not make the world better?"
Balian

Article in FiRST: Orlando Bloom - the man who repeats himself

Lord of the rings - legolas, andrognous-elf prince who nvr gets dirty or perspires. plays w bow n arrows
Troy - paris, pansy prince. kills achilles w an arrow.

Troy - sleeps w king's wife
Kingdom of heaven - sleeps w soon-to-be king's wife

kingdom of heave - blacksmith-turned-crusader.
Pirate of caribbean - blacksmith-turned-adventurer.

misc: (magazine entry end liao, blogging now)
it would be a nice surprise if i walked sian-sianly to the bustop (hv maths lec tmr -_- and zhss camp meeeting thingy ^_^! ) n find my friends waiting there haha. thou if it really happened, it would be a suprise anymore haha. i could be a good boyfriend. i'm always thinking of sweet things to do (not really "always thinkin" la, they jus come to me). i say boyfriend cos it's ususally the guys who do them(or are kinda expected to do them. aiya. dunno what i'm saying lol) then again. NOT. haha. i should find someone to love and carry out my sweet-things-to-do plans otherwise so wasted! lol!

oh yeah! today outside sommerset, was appoarched by a teen sellin those charity thingy. he asked (in chinese) lai, bang bang mang la xiao jie, $2 er yi. $2 only ah? ok loh (haha.. wanted to make the world a better place! ^^; ) then he goes, still in chinese, eh, u know english? er. yeah. lol. he's malay la. appreciate the effort! haha.. he was like poutingily "buy $4 la, only 4 pieces left".. had to pout back to win haha (get back my $3 change!). he asked my age(17) and said "huh, so old already arh?". ?!.old liao me. (he means i look like a kid la in other words -_-. i kiddy meh) lol. "no la, 16. tmr den 17" and he goes singin happy bday lol. exchanged a few education institude names (he;s frm ngee ang poly) and i'm off on my way. friendly guy. know how to sa jiao lol!

haha. these 2 ppl (father n kid and donation guy) was the more memorable highlights of the day (spent w/o much human interaction you see)

everyone's heard of typical stories of how gf/wives getting upset and angry when their bday's get forgot. it happens. who goes looking out for birthday's on the calender anyway. well, if you bothered to note bdays down in the first place lol. (in an extreme opposite case, u hear of ppl who forget their own bdays. didnt believe they existed until an exclassmate who's bday's in october really did o_O )

of cos it would be nice if lots of ppl remembered and wished you happy bday. this year i'm gonna make sure some do to spare the =(.

my birthday's on 3rd of june, this friday.

there. hah! no excuse to forget now. okok. "but i dont read your blog" accepted.

it's a comfort to know i hv my cliche.. hey, at least one of them's bound to remember eh. haha.
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when the musical baton came around, i rolled my eyes.

the new chain mail. no corny "if u send this to 50 ppl the guy/gal of ur dreams will kiss you thou".. novality la. and then. ah! not u too,mrbrown!

logged on to my blogline[u add url of blogs u often visit and it'll let u know whenever it's updated!much more efficient then going blog to blog to see if it's updated (and more often than not, it isnt -_-) go sign up!] feeds and saw li-er passed the baton to an emily. wah. same name was me leh.

the link brought me to my blog. woohoo. was very pleasantly surprised and kinda honored cos nvr expected to be hit cos aint wellknown (still aint lol). wasnt free/bothered enought till now so...

Total volume of music files on my computer:
5.06 GB - 1418 songs - 3.5 days of music

The last CD I bought was:
lin jun jie - bian hao89757 (林俊杰 - 编号89757 (love tui ran lei le 突然累了)

Song playing right now:
howie day - collide (am loving this song)

Five songs I listen to a lot, or mean a lot to me:
(in no particular order)
the ataris - the night that the light went out in NYC
evan and jordon - the distance
zhang zhi chen - mo re zhi lian (末日之恋)
jason mraz - absolutely zero
zhou jie lun - dao dai
(i listen to them lots [i think they're some i listn to more but cant recall at this moment] but they doesnt mean much ^^;)

Singer i adore:

jay zhou jie lun!
(excuse the rather crappy collage lol)(i prefer the hyde one i made for zhenting lol)(yes! all the pic are of the same person)
a rare pic of jay wearing specs. ahh.. dimple! (mom thinks dimples are ugly holes in one's face -_- wierd) he can play the piano, cello, drums, chi flute, guitar and basketball and sing n compose and act. well. cant know for sure till june 23 when intial D's released! haha

actually i made up the Singer i adore: part ^^; in place of Five people to whom I’m passing the baton. wahahha. killed is the baton.

ok. i'm done. no more i swear haha.

this musical baton thing could be started by the gahmen for all we blogger know. and mrbrown took part so all we bloggers would think it was safe to do so. all part of the sgblogconspiracy i tell you O_O! (er.well.like Mr Miyagi, I have the original CD and therefore didn't steal music k.)

The Flaming Lips - Do You Realise?

Do you realise
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realise
We're floating in space?
Do you realise
That happiness makes you cry?
Do you realise
That everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know you realise
That life goes fast,
It's hard to make the good things last
You realise the sun don't go down,
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round.

it's quite a old song n takes a bit of getting use to but i like the lyrics. i forgot that we're indeed floating in space. makes the idea of our lives so.. absurd and silly. we're on a blob of rock. floating in space. o_O. and the sun doesnt go down. lol. some things that i forget. or rather dont keep in mind.well.

dont take life too seriously, dont fret the small stuff... we're just a part in the greater scheme of life.(huh?!) will we be remembered? will we do anything important? will we make a different in someone's life? hm perhaps the answer to the 3rd qn answers the first qn.



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click here to download listen offline. (DONT right click n save. just. *click*.

(it's a long entry. i shall bold the topic sentence and u can decide if u wanna read abt it lol)

gonna start drowning soon..

on monday, i woke up early, around 9 (asked mom to wake me up b4 she left for work). i filed my stuff.. found out exactly the topics i had to study. divide them out nicely over the ten days (from monday to last day of midyr). finished around 12/1/2pm. well. with some guitar playing and blog reading in between *sheepish* got there around 2. didnt manage to cover that i was supposed to. had left early-6pm because i couldnt take it anymore. hadnt been studying for too long lol. walked around AMK for an hr. rented inuyasha part 3 for siblings. bought stuff. topped up tap card (they had top up $20 get $20 free!). headed home

today, mom woke me up again. but i had a very exciting dream so i went back to sleep and woke up at 1. again, reached there (library) at around 2. rachel was almost right in front of me but she didnt c me for 2 hours(until i went right up to her)! zhiliang was there too. ash n kelvin popped in (and didnt c me too thou i was in front of the door/exit lol) and left cos no tables. today was worst. something hit me and i couldnt take it.had to go home to take a cold shower.. no, nothingy horny -_-. (y guys must take cold shower?? after seeing sexy pics etc). my hand was freaking itching away out of the blue! fuck! cldnt conc. tried calming it down under running water but nop. needed ice to numb it. it hurted. so i went home prematurely at around 5. took a cold shower (it's always "ow.. ow. owww!" when i first step into the shower. raw skin behind knees/hand). iced it. and then slacked all the way till 12midnight T_T. i wanted to study! geez.

(side story: one night i woke up scratching my hand. i jus woke up n my left was scratchin my right! around 4am? *sleep* it hurt so bad that i turned on the light to check on degree of seriousness cos there was some liquid n i wasnt sure if it was blood. it wasnt.*sleep* to jus had running water over it n tried go back to sleep. rammed it under the pillow.*sleep* no use. crawled out of bed and stuffed my hand in the freezer compartment(ice jus forms in there. no use one tt lil freezer compartment) (in the minifridge on same level.)went back to bed hoping to quickly sleep b4 it got "un-numbed"*sleep* den phone rings. at 4 bloody am. *sleep* light in the hall turns on, filters into my room. damn. *sleeps away a long while*. see. damn brokened sleep. usuusally i sleep well. that night sucked.)

(info: eczema's genetic. cant be spread by contact etc. sometimes ppl stare(like during mass dance. hate it lol) some times ppl try avoid. not very nice. so rmb it's genectic. mom n dad doesnt hv it. but mom's 2 bros hv it. dad's brother has it bad.mom's mom has it. so yeah. but my siblings dont hv it thou. lucky brats.BUT I DONT NEED TO DO THE DISHES on sunday tt's the only "yay" i can think of , maid's off day. i much prefer my exmaid.i kinda miss her...

(hee. my left hand's totally fine.(hee.yes. i write on my hand). the right.. erm.photos here and here and here. ew. looks painful eh?well other than intense moments when they itch/hurt, it's painless most of the time. haha, must remember to stand at future bf's right so left hand will be held lol.)

(more info: usuusally during the holidays, it's prefect. heals nicely. but on the first day of sch. geez. it starts. magically. it's stress related i guess. stupid midyr. doesnt give me time to heal b4 sch starts again)

(yet more useless info: an old entry)

(no i dunno why i;m bloggin within brackets. mayb cos it aint imp. hm. i better bracket up all the paragraphs in my blog then lol)

used comp till dinner time. watched the kym ng and qianyifong show. watched the 9pm show. watched CSI. watched Alias. shit. lol.

gonna try my bestest to study hard tmr. alot to catch up... and jay's in singapore. mus hv been a toture for my sis to sit thru that movie in Shaw, knowing jay's in the same building yet there she was watching a movie!

actually thou i know i'm quite dead for my midyrs/will regret when mugging nxt week, amidst the midyrs/will regret when results come up/will regret come promos/yadayadayada, i'm very pleased with myself and this holiday. at the end of the december hols and jc life started, i was like "this is it? that's it? the playing's over?!" after mugging for 8week, holding on to the thought of playing like siao, having the time of my life after it, playtime wasnt long enuff. till 18june, end of third week of june, i was satisfied. enough. i'm ready to study now. and so i started on monday. (actually it's cos i would die it i really didnt start studying lol.) but yes. i die contented. literally. soon.

warning:gross, not for the weak hearted.you do not want to see my big toe. well. luckily it's only on one toe. and doesnt hurt. most of the time.

(ps i would like comments on the oekaki i did last entry =) please. hee. thanks.)

oh yeah. halfway thru my random thinking time(okie.. no fancy names. during a shower-_-) one day, i decided on the life i want to lead when after midyrs which is when i'm gonna study hard. i'll head to the lib daily. do all the tutorials i'm supposed to do. cover lectures which i slept thru. go home. perhaps go for a run. perhaps run during breaks in sch but that seems too troublesome. play some guitar. chat online. blog/read blogs. watch some tv. oekaki? sleep. not bad eh? sounds boring but i think it'll be rather fulfilling. i'll be doing that i should and need to be doing (studies) at night is my leisure time. pick up some skill in the guitar (doing other things could be more entertaining but what do i gain? playin an instrument, i have something that's tanglible for the amount of time i spend vs watching tv/playing gb(i dont.bro does.i watch.lol)/jus surfing the net) yeah.

i want to watch lots of movies on the weekend.a friend told me he would like to watch sappy movies with the gal he likes. but he doesnt know what movie that is or who the gal is. niether do i. for now, i shall watch movies alone most of the time lol. cos i want to catch lots.(i want to watch a lot like love, batman and the jap movie coming up in cathay. and of cos inital D!! whee. jay!)lol. mayb we should watch together as friends till we find them eh?

sometimes i wonder what one does with boyfriends. or how it is to have someone knows you inside-out (erm. not literally). i have had two boyfriends but never got really really close. the first i was too young i think and he didnt like me enough. it was like a first taste of love. the second- premature death, before we could develop. kinda lost contact w first. still in contact w 2nd.the 2nd was wierd. it was kinda like. then dislike. then like again.and when he wanted a patch i was in dislike and when i was in like he wasnt -_-. lol. (love's too strong a term; dont like using it too liberally.thus i use "in like") my best friend yucui dislikes them both. ^^; both she and i like love jay thou :P

jay said something like this in his new pictorial book. love and like is not the same. 15/16 yr old teens still cant really tell them apart. u can like many but love one. u may like a feature of a person; looks/a trait. but love is liking every single thing, flaws and all. (he said more. i cant rmb. esp when it's in mandarin. these are times when i wish my manderin was better. when jay has new books relesed lol)

a character on CSI said. fights, laughter,tears,comfort, anger, sex, frustatration, passion- doesnt it all come from the same one person? we were in love, passionately in love (when the csi guy made an open-ended statement "someone heard u guys fighting the previous night..")(his wife was murdered)

emily said. this has become a very long entry, digressing all over the place. sweet dreaming people =)

yeah la yeah la,i'm blogging. i'm online. before the midyrs are over

heck, i've been resuming my online life as normal in fact ^^;;

but the last week's coming up. gonna start studying for real tomorrow. library studying. yup.

here's an oekaki i just did on PaintBBS. spent 151 minutes on it. using a mouse. copied from here.



try doing some oekakis of your own here. must sign up thou. will have an autoverifiction etc etc. but it's fun =). here's a tutorial to start u off.

=) off to bath sleep and study. yes.

mugger.

i've been wanting to blog. am bursting with things to blog.

but i have not. because i havent started my studying for the midyrs (yes, the midyrs are after the holidays! jeez)(i know i know.. only ten days left =( ) and bloggin just feels so wrong. *guilt* well. not that i used the time i dont blog for studying ^^ so here i am! have been playin shaman king on kidbrother's gameboy today! (gosh, he buys his own games! gameboy n ps! original!)

so after today, i wont be blogging or logging onto bloglines to check on my 44feeds T_T noooo.....

Funnies

• hokkien version spoof of lord of the rings! it's damn funny XD. get it here or here
  
  
• Jack Black(school of rock) and Sarah Michelle Gellar(buffy) spoof of The Lord of the Rings.(he gets a ring piercing somewhere.. private. my bro was cracked up by this). get it here
  
  
• "THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING
  
  Last time got this short-short person with si-beh hairy legs called Bilbo, lor. He, hor, got this ring that last time belong to some monster. But then, hor, one day suay-suay the monster want it back, and send his kah kiah to Bilbo's house to settle, lah. But the ring, hor, acherly can make people very powderful. But then, hor, if you wear too long will also kena sai. Si beh hiong one, so better faster go and destroy it, lor.
  
  So Bilbo's nephew Frodo? Aiyah, dun ask me why their name all so funny, can or not? You ask me, I ask who?
  
  Anyway, Frodo and some peng yew kena arrow to go and destroy the ring. But donno why also, they must do it in the monster's home, which is at the end of New Zealand there. So they walk and walk and walk across New Zealand, lah. And then along the way, got monster chase them, got people want to hoot them, some of them dieded, all sorts of thing, lah. At the end, Frodo and Sam, his pooi-pooi friend who I think is a bit ah quah, got separated from the rest.
  
  
  THE TWO TOWERS
  
  Frodo and Sam meet up with this thing called Gollum, who look like he take too much Slim 10 like that. At the same time, hor, the other friends get into some powderful hooting session, where, wah lau eh, even trees can do gongfu one. They all fight over what, I also donno, but quite kan cheong, lah.
  
  
  THE RETURN OF THE KING
  
  In the end, Frodo and his peng yew all win leow, lah. Arbuthen?"
  from a forum.
  
  there's a spiderman spoof (jack black n Sarah Michelle Gellar again) too but it's a big ass file (54mb). get it from me if u really want it.
  
  but really. the hokkien one's the funniest! ^_^
  
  
• cute starwars comics!
  
  
  click here to see more
  i've only watched one starwars movie in zhonghua sec, one of the old ones.when luke was introduced i think. but with all the buzz, i (and the whole world) agar-agar know the story liao ^_^. i'll prolly jus rent the whole saga sometimes la.
  
  
• cute kid's lil drawing + story
  
  tt's jus the cover page. click to read the whole story by 7 yr old Joelle. it astounds me that a kid can draw n think of a story. it's just like those children storybooks. phuaw.
  
  i've forgot how children's storybook go until last year, during my studyin stint in ang mo kio lib where would listen to mothers read them to their kids. n they would just giggles lol. quite funny, some of the books are. i remember a fav of mine, it's abt this yellow taxi. a gal n her grandma are in a rush to the train station. i remember something about big suitcase n small suitcase. it had a silver spine. anybody heard of it?
  
  
• cute boyfriend! (not mine lol)
  "What i really wanted to talk about is the way Zhuang made up to me!
  
  I was sulking and pouting at home eating my dove chocolates, taking photos of dizzy and complaining to Dizzy about his daddy (like Dizzy understood or gave a damn.. haha)
  
  Then i hear a knock on the door.. I knew it was him so i opened the door without even looking at him...
  
  I see flowers. (lilies.. my favourite!) .. *PUI* chey flowers... u think u hurt me so much flowers can already ah! :P
  
  Then i see a cake..... HUH? cake? WTF u buy me a cake for?
  
  I looked up at his face and i realised he used a red marker to draw arrows on his face...
  
  huh?????????
  
  Zhuang: Sorry! i have been a jerk
  
  Me: WTF?!! why u draw your face until like that!!! WTF is the cake for???
  
  Zhuang: Its for u to smash in my face... See the red arrows? My face is the target! Quick smash into my face!"

click here to read in entirity.

had wanted to blog this once i read it! too cute! but by the time i get down to doing it (now lol) it's been tomorrowed!

but it's ok. that brings me to another point (oh yeah, funnies end here. no more funnies liao). after some thought about whether i should post all these links which have already been quite publised (some time ago somemore) and i decided heck. the main aim is the share these links which had brought a smile to my face to my friends (who prolly havent seen them). no harm doing so ^^;;

some blogs just post interesting. some blogs contain entries there to enterain readers; to keep them coming back. those are the more popular type. alot of blogs respond to what's happening to the blogsphere;the lastest news(casino, acid flask affair, sarongpartygirl, xiaxue). it's like a must like that -_-

but i think nah. all these wont matter ten or even five years down the road.i've decided that my blog would be one where i record event i want to remember. no matter how mundane. (and to share funny links too lol. but i dont do that often anyway.)

i still havent watched hitcher's, starwars and bf's type b. i'll catch bf's type b (most probably alone -_-) n prolly rent the rest. i want to catch Inidial D!(jay!! lol.not -walk or -axe but chou!)(inside joke) and A Lot Like Love. and mayb batman.

after the midyrs i'll blog abt sec2 camp.

cya for now.
(sigh. i'm screwed for midyrs lol. the studyin's just determines the extent of. lol. i'll work hard after the midyrs. just like how i started studying for o lvl right after the prelims.)

when u cant go on a holiday, spending the weekend at a hotel works almost as well.

mom got vouchers to stay at ex-raffles stamford hotel, now the swissotel so we got 2 rooms ^_^

supposed to head to city hall but because mom said to meet at raffles the plaza (the shorter of the 2) me n dad got off at raffles place. dad oso blur, didnt say anything -_-. lol. walked all the sweaty way to city hall! lol. mom sms-ed "where r u, why taking so long"

anyway, it was a pretty big room. walk around raffles (the shopping centre downstairs..not sure what's it called), decided/realised i was tired, went back up, did a bit of readin my storybook n slept

went to chjimes. pretty place it was ^_^



w/o flash


w flash. creepy.

decided we didnt want to eat there thou.. went to the "kopi tiam" in the hotel which didnt charge "kopi tiam"-ish rates -_- but boy did they serve a mighty mean fish head curry. hadnt eating curry for ages! was drinkin the curry lol..

after dinner, went up to mom n dad's room. theirs was on the 62 floor, smaller but with a fantastic view(could see
the esplanade,

the colourful lights of boat/clarke quey-not sure which)(took lots of pic but the rest all blurry-long exposure+ no tripod X_X). there, we decided against midnight movie, read the papers, stood at the balacony, not in tt particular order thou lol. oh yeah. did u know Toblerone (the triangular chocolate) is "waterproof"! the hotel gave a complimentart mini bar (3 triangles) meaning one each for us siblings. i took one, threw the rest on the bed n somehow sis managed to make it land on the floor. w the choc in direct contact w the carpet O_O. told her to rinse it ^^; it didnt melt but water droplets formed on it!

when mom n dad were accompanyin us to our room at around 10/11? (across the lobbies, in the other tower) frm the lift lobby onwards, it felt as if we were holidaying in korea once again, awaken at the unearthly hours (6am), waiting for the lift. down at the lobby, was like waiting for our guide+bus to come (and a bus did come coincidentally lol).or going out to subzero temps to go sliding down slopes of artifical snow. there just are times of deja vu.. feels like the same place.feels like the same kinda time.same hotel. lol felt as it if when the glass doors at the lobby slides open, gustof cold air would pour in (thou of couse well. hot air greeted us lol).

mom played around w our coffeemaker for her 2nd cup of coffee lol. she's v enthu abt tt coffeemaker.

had a nice long soak in the rather big tub. hahaha.. perhaps meant to fit two...

snuggled in the bed. hotels always hv these heavy down(Fine, soft, fluffy feathers forming the first plumage of a young bird and underlying the contour feathers in certain adult birds) blankets that feels like a deliciously warm cacoon (well the room's cold)

woke up at around 12. supposed to hv burgerking for lunch (mom tapau-ing) but they wont let her buy the singles patty ones(eg swiss mushroom single, turkeybacon single) cos it's only for student -_-.=_=. so bought subway instead. gosh jon ate the 1 foot one! (12 inches.) i had the sandwich thingy from soup spoon (i think came w mom's set or something). dunno if it was cos i was hungry, it was really yummylicious!

lazed abt til 3 (check out time)

me n mom loitered in marina sq (dont go, still lots of shops not opened) n kino(mom got a book on gift warping[they had lots of cute creative innovative ideas!] n me a book on massage basics [boy my friends are lucky pampered ppl haha][zhss ppl like mine but ny ppl go 'ouch ouch.. so pain' aiya.hard den nice what. so light might as well dont massage lol]). cat jon n dad went to swim at the club (didnt get to go swimming at the hotel la, bu gan yuan)

after we met up for dinner(sushi) when to the new toys-r-us at paragon! had to find toys for jon's friend (bday party) n cousins. whee. that was fun. my innerchild was unleashed there ^^; )

when to the club for 2 rounds of bowling n then headed home.

(they turned out the UV light..)

^_^.

oh yeah. nyjc's keeping it's name. no CCJC XD

it's wierd when close friends/ppl u expect and hope would remember your birthday to do otherwise and a very pleasant surprise when ppl that you dont expect know/remember you birthday do otherwise. eg sweet couple carol and ryan, ogl kaiwei and hengyi (whose birthday's today. happy birthay! =D ) thanks =)

today during maths lecture, mr lok appeared w his guitar. he told us his story abt how his siblings went to vjc and rjc while he was in a neighbourhood sch n his parents ask him to consider poly, thinking he wont make it and how he didnt give up. abt he presevering when learning the guitar. of cos he didnt tell it in the dry way (like me). he was very humorous. den he sang us a song (which he modified the lyrics) (tellin us now's the time to give our best, nvr to give up etc).

very nice of him. he didnt hv to do this at all. great maths teacher. like ten folds better than mine -_-. lol, i liked the part when he was demostrating wrong steps to us and he put "sucidial" down.

nxt was mass dance at zhss. well it wasnt really "mass" thou. only like a fraction turned up. the first 2 dances quite riduclous but i like the new age gal aka hoo-ha! dance. fun! really glad the eczema on my hand cleared up ^_^. would hv been really really selfconscience if my hands were like super rough.. lol. i forgot the step here n there. quite blur i am.

den we had a nice slack time at mingfen's place. familiar thing to do. =)

the whole freakin day was hot!!! in the morning, i lost a lot of water perspirating. (it wasnt gross, jus really irritatng to hv to wipe sweat). at mfen's place. geez. it was jus unbearable. not becoz of her place thou. been before many time n it was fine. it's today.

ah, if only, if only the average temp was like 23C (cant ask for too much what haha)

watched Kingdom of Heaven today. alone.

haha... not like i have never done so.caught day after tomorrow and finding neverland before they ended their run.. KoH ending it's run too. these movies. friends hv either watched them or dont want to watch them cos they feel orlando looks horrid in this movie..

i like going out alone. once in a while that is. after hanging out alone at orchad for 2 saturdays (i've guitar lessons in tt area), it's really not that fun anymore.

my boyfriend is type b
another irrelevant korean romance flick. what's there not to love?! haha..they get a bit formula-ic after a few k-movies but heck, each one has its own quirky humor. prolly gonna watch w usual cliche thou =) well. i want to. so i prolly would get to haha.

star wars: revenge of the sith
why does the good guy turn into this heavy-breathing guy in a black suit? why? why all the hype? tt's why i'm watching. to find out. (thou i kinda know what he goes over to the dark side. skimed thru this website which had screenshots and captions to the movie. before it was released). and no i hvnt watched the other movie (except one. cant remember which.) watching this with my bro.

mr and mrs smith(opens 9 june)
both husband n wife are assasins. both are keeping it a secret. their next target: each other. fun.

hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
"englishman finds out earth's to be demolished, he n buddy hitch a ride w president of the galaxy, they go of in search of meaning of life (insert expensive special effects, a cute love interest and robot comice relief here), something abt mice (?), and then they meet the guy who created earth but he's not god, he's Slartibartfart" (from FiRST magazine - this month's has jay on one of the covers!) i heard of the book. saw the parody-ish poster. ok i wanna watch this cult movie.. haha

batman begins (opens 16june)
"what kind of man dresses up as a bat?" how and why does bruce wayne become batman? i was refreshed by the idea of spiderman born a normal being, w/o powers and facing normal problems (paying rent, studies, relationship) but it didnt occur that batman doesnt have any powers at all! he sure aint as witty as spidy petey parker thou (a gripe i hv abt the spiderman movies. parker's not witter at all in there! n toby looks too.. weak to be spidy.give me Jake Gyllenhaal! (kinda looks like tobey eh? he was consider for the role when tobey was whining for back pains and he was oso maryjane's real beau. was that is)

initial d (opens 23june)
one man: jay zhou jie lun's a main lead in it! haha. there's oso shawn and edison in it. it's abt car racing..

yeah. so anybody want to watch those movies, let me know k? can watch together! haha.

kingdom of heaven was kinda slow and boring at the start. high inertia i call it -_-. haha at the end of the movie, i still wasnt really sure what the movie was abt exactly. but the last part of the movie made up for everything la. darn cool battle.. and orlando was such a hero in the movie!(halfway thru the movie i was thinkin. even if one cant do such great things, one can be an actor and be many "one-s" who does great things.) what a diff from the pansy he played in troy lol. one man could make such a difference. and no he doesnt look horrid w mature facial hair, cui. mighty fine. haha. very diff look from legolas thou. cldnt imagine he as legolas (well, i cld la) there was a theme abt man using god's name (or rather shouting "IT'S GOD'S WILL/ GOD WILLS IT!") to start wars.

oh yeah half way thru the movie, a silotte of a father n son headed back to seats. the kid was around 5! the movie's NC16! gee. how did the boy make it thru -_-. was kinda worried for that kid. my bro was upset w the blood n gore during gladiator (mom told him to sleep.lol. mom tot he'll enjoy all the action turns out power ranger n gladiator still quite diff). jus casually mentioned to the dad on the way out of the cinema the movie's NC16 and he said "oh? ^^;; didnt know" he said the boy was actually bored during the movie lol. ^^;. pro (the kid).

"You are not what you were born, but what you have it in yourself to be."
"I once fought two days with an arrow through my testicle."
Godfrey

Balian of Ibelin: You go to certain death.
Hospitaller: All death is certain.

"What man is a man who does not make the world better?"
Balian

Article in FiRST: Orlando Bloom - the man who repeats himself

Lord of the rings - legolas, andrognous-elf prince who nvr gets dirty or perspires. plays w bow n arrows
Troy - paris, pansy prince. kills achilles w an arrow.

Troy - sleeps w king's wife
Kingdom of heaven - sleeps w soon-to-be king's wife

kingdom of heave - blacksmith-turned-crusader.
Pirate of caribbean - blacksmith-turned-adventurer.

misc: (magazine entry end liao, blogging now)
it would be a nice surprise if i walked sian-sianly to the bustop (hv maths lec tmr -_- and zhss camp meeeting thingy ^_^! ) n find my friends waiting there haha. thou if it really happened, it would be a suprise anymore haha. i could be a good boyfriend. i'm always thinking of sweet things to do (not really "always thinkin" la, they jus come to me). i say boyfriend cos it's ususally the guys who do them(or are kinda expected to do them. aiya. dunno what i'm saying lol) then again. NOT. haha. i should find someone to love and carry out my sweet-things-to-do plans otherwise so wasted! lol!

oh yeah! today outside sommerset, was appoarched by a teen sellin those charity thingy. he asked (in chinese) lai, bang bang mang la xiao jie, $2 er yi. $2 only ah? ok loh (haha.. wanted to make the world a better place! ^^; ) then he goes, still in chinese, eh, u know english? er. yeah. lol. he's malay la. appreciate the effort! haha.. he was like poutingily "buy $4 la, only 4 pieces left".. had to pout back to win haha (get back my $3 change!). he asked my age(17) and said "huh, so old already arh?". ?!.old liao me. (he means i look like a kid la in other words -_-. i kiddy meh) lol. "no la, 16. tmr den 17" and he goes singin happy bday lol. exchanged a few education institude names (he;s frm ngee ang poly) and i'm off on my way. friendly guy. know how to sa jiao lol!

haha. these 2 ppl (father n kid and donation guy) was the more memorable highlights of the day (spent w/o much human interaction you see)

everyone's heard of typical stories of how gf/wives getting upset and angry when their bday's get forgot. it happens. who goes looking out for birthday's on the calender anyway. well, if you bothered to note bdays down in the first place lol. (in an extreme opposite case, u hear of ppl who forget their own bdays. didnt believe they existed until an exclassmate who's bday's in october really did o_O )

of cos it would be nice if lots of ppl remembered and wished you happy bday. this year i'm gonna make sure some do to spare the =(.

my birthday's on 3rd of june, this friday.

there. hah! no excuse to forget now. okok. "but i dont read your blog" accepted.

it's a comfort to know i hv my cliche.. hey, at least one of them's bound to remember eh. haha.
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when the musical baton came around, i rolled my eyes.

the new chain mail. no corny "if u send this to 50 ppl the guy/gal of ur dreams will kiss you thou".. novality la. and then. ah! not u too,mrbrown!

logged on to my blogline[u add url of blogs u often visit and it'll let u know whenever it's updated!much more efficient then going blog to blog to see if it's updated (and more often than not, it isnt -_-) go sign up!] feeds and saw li-er passed the baton to an emily. wah. same name was me leh.

the link brought me to my blog. woohoo. was very pleasantly surprised and kinda honored cos nvr expected to be hit cos aint wellknown (still aint lol). wasnt free/bothered enought till now so...

Total volume of music files on my computer:
5.06 GB - 1418 songs - 3.5 days of music

The last CD I bought was:
lin jun jie - bian hao89757 (林俊杰 - 编号89757 (love tui ran lei le 突然累了)

Song playing right now:
howie day - collide (am loving this song)

Five songs I listen to a lot, or mean a lot to me:
(in no particular order)
the ataris - the night that the light went out in NYC
evan and jordon - the distance
zhang zhi chen - mo re zhi lian (末日之恋)
jason mraz - absolutely zero
zhou jie lun - dao dai
(i listen to them lots [i think they're some i listn to more but cant recall at this moment] but they doesnt mean much ^^;)

Singer i adore:

jay zhou jie lun!
(excuse the rather crappy collage lol)(i prefer the hyde one i made for zhenting lol)(yes! all the pic are of the same person)
a rare pic of jay wearing specs. ahh.. dimple! (mom thinks dimples are ugly holes in one's face -_- wierd) he can play the piano, cello, drums, chi flute, guitar and basketball and sing n compose and act. well. cant know for sure till june 23 when intial D's released! haha

actually i made up the Singer i adore: part ^^; in place of Five people to whom I’m passing the baton. wahahha. killed is the baton.

ok. i'm done. no more i swear haha.

this musical baton thing could be started by the gahmen for all we blogger know. and mrbrown took part so all we bloggers would think it was safe to do so. all part of the sgblogconspiracy i tell you O_O! (er.well.like Mr Miyagi, I have the original CD and therefore didn't steal music k.)